The Stumbling Block To Your Greatest Successes - Your Core Fear

Until we reach a certain level of awareness on the Hawkins
scale of conciousness, we all deal with a degree of fear.

That fear can be obvious to all around you and yet completely
invisible to you because you are so conditioned to its presence
that you do not see it's debilitating effects, and therefore
do not seek to uproot it.

Fear and Success are polar opposites. Success is about bold
calculated risk. Fear is about secutiry and competitive
aquisition of property.

Success is a mindset who's very premise enlightens and
invigorates all who can share it's values to greater
accomplishment, proving abundance is available to anyone
willing to choose it.

Fear is self destructive and limiting, seeking to validate
the reasons against everything, while Success not only overlooks
fear, it challenges you to expect of yourself more than anyone
would expect of you.

I, Chris Endres, recently faced my core fear in life through
the help of a friend and about a 3 hour phone call.

I knew I had to find out what I was doing to sabotage my
successes, because I had never allowed myself to progress
beyond a certain point. It was time to find out.

The conversation routed into my fears and I was asked what I was
most afraid of. I said I didn't know. I was told that was
incorrect and that I certainly did know. That surprised me and I
kept looking.

Eventually rejection came up. Deeper probing into the root of
this fear within me revealed it was my core fear. I had carried
this from an early age.

In my life I had set up the inner awareness relationships so that
I proved, by disengaging and coming up short on my commitments,
that I was unworthy and unlovable.

I defended myself from the idea I was unlovable by looking for
reasons that I was, and never addressing what it was in the first
place that was causing the disharmony within.

Once I became aware that I had both set up my attack upon myself
and also set up my defenses against my own attack, the charade was
over. I dropped the whole awareness pattern in a quick second and
never looked back.

Many habits and patterns have been developed over the course of my
life based on self rejection. Where they were invisible to me before,..
I see them clearly now whenever they prop up and I am amazed at their
subtlety.

I understand now that I rejected my own value before I gave anyone
else a chance to do it, sparing me the experience of percieving it
repetitively. But it was all an illusion.

I was trying to protect myself from experiences that were long gone
and would never repeat themselves. I have been free to live my life
without fear for some time now, but never focussed on it as a
mechanism to reach greater successes, until now.

I encourage you to ask a friend to help you find out if you have a core
fear. It is an experience you will love if you find pent up energy you
have needed to release, and it will make you feel great if your check-up
reveals that you are in great shape