It's all AJ Silvers Fault

I didn't think I needed any coaching, and honestly have not been looking for any.

I joined AJ Silvers Alchemy program, and I was not there for the coaching. I just wanted to check out the materials on PLR.

I have been avoiding a real conversation with him. Up until today it has been a scattering of skype chats and emails.

I've never had a coach. Had thought about it in the past, but came to the realization that I could just carry out on my own with my own plans.

I made the mistake of sharing some personal information with AJ, and he snuck an email to me asking if I could jump on skype.

I jumped on, thinking maybe he wanted to just say hi. The live call phone actually rang, so I had to answer it.

I feel like I had the rug pulled out from under me. I was still living in some of my own illusions, and he pulled the smoke and mirrors away and made me look at what was really going on.

I am thankful today (on Thanksgiving) that I am alone because I really need the time to sort out what just happened.

I don't know if I should feel lucky right now to have been bamboozled with getting coaching out of the blue, or just stupid for not seeking out some kind of advice sooner.