Need help to start from zero

Hello everyone,

I have been reading for a long time on this forum. I did search a lot too but since my situation is not so usual I thought it's time for my first post to ask some advice.

I'm Mitch, 27 years old living in the Netherlands. Until last year everything went pretty well I could make enough money to stay alive with 3D printing and making custom parts for radio controlled vehicles, besides that my mom had a laser engraving company where I helped as well.

Due to my heart condition, I was rushed to hospital end of august 2016, everything changed from that point I'm not able anymore to do what I used to do. I did nothing until the beginning of this year, cause in the end, me and my fiance need some money to pay the bills and to eat something, so we kind of approached the point of desperation and not knowing what to do anymore. I tried various things but all failed, and only cost me more money.

I'd like to ask everyone here what are the options for me? I will write down my strong and weak points below so you get an idea of my capabilities. I love working with the computer, as well as with my hands as far as my condition allows me though.

My strong points:
-Very good with computers
-Love to build websites with Wordpress (do have HTML/CSS skills as well)
-I like to try new things
-Good with photoshop and illustrator
-Good with 3D drawing/CAD modeling
-I learn quickly new computer-related stuff

Weak points:
-Terrible at copywriting (which screws me with SEO etc..)
-Weak in social contact (calling, face to face)
-Quickly stressed out & demotivated
-Low starting budget

So yeah, I have been thinking to write an ebook sometimes but since my writing is terrible that already went down the drain. We actually tried a webdesign business together since my fiance is also very good with graphical design, but in the 2 years this is running we had 1 sale.

I'm considering to try dropshipping but I'm a bit scared for the seo and writing that I won't make any sales at all either.

I tried fiverr, with the webdesign, graphic design etc.. but never had any sale either there.

So I'm not looking for a get-rich-quick system, I'm willing to work on something but I'm just completely lost where or what to start. Every day I get multiple ideas what I could try but I'm simply too scared to try anything because I'm afraid of failing again and/or losing even more money.

I hope I can get some good advice or direction here.

Thanks in advance!
Mitch.