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I heard about this through a friend he helped me by sending over two online books to read as well as directed me to what websites to go to. I have read it all and gone to these websites and i am still so lost in it. I feel like a chicken with my head cut off running around bumping into things. Is there something I am missing...
I am NOT about taking any short cuts at all I would just like to know if everyone else was this confused at the begging...
thank you xoxo