I've just seen your reply to Yukon's post on your thread. Please calm down my friend, do not let other people troll you. you do not want to be moderated in the Forum, may even get banned altogether. I'm sure life is dealing a heavy blow at the moment, I have been there four times myself.
Look yourself in the mirror and thank God he has seen fit to bless you with a child to come, thank him for a caring dutiful partner, now thank him by getting up, dusting yourself down and get on with the task in hand, providing for your family that's your number one priority my friend - forget people like Yukon channel the anger he has inspired in you to some good instead.