i like being awesome

hello all,

I use to play a lot of online video games .. put a lot of time into world of warcraft.. but many other games as well.. in game i tend to be onel of the fasted levelers and can gear up to decent level really fast ..then i played a few games where i consitently ended up near the top in number 1 or 2 behind people who could put a lot of cash in.. and ended up leading the to guilfd and running with the elite squad ..

now without the time to play or a decent computer to play.. ..if i play game i can't be dominant or near the top so.. i don't bother any more .

i am a good cook. will never be a restaurant chef .. but i can cook tasty food and make healthy stuff taste goof .. my long term goal is to get somewhere i can grow many of my own ingredient and cook really awesome tasting food every day .. granted i cook awesome tasting stuff now on my limited buget just not every day .

I work on the las vegas strip in a costume .. Allen from hangover .
https://www.instagram.com/p/BOinKH5BxSf/

i hope that link works .

anyway i get hundreds of people every day walking by me saying that is awesome ..and i don't make a lot of money yet but i pay my rent and fill my belly and this gives me many ideas for content i can create online .. when i have a better computer and a camera .. haha ..

but it will be awesome content.. tuned to those who think it is awesome..my problem is i need to add several thing to my cotume in the next few month to make it killer awesome haha ..

oddly inough what makes me awesome at the games, the cooking.. and this..where thing that made me suck at many other things .. and the lucky part of life ..

or i mean where you need to get lucky.. is finding where the traits that make you horrible at being average.. that the world tries to trim off.. really are seed to your being awesome ..

with the hangove .. i look and sound like allen (zach.. and i never liked talking most of my life because i sounded like zach and did not like the sound of my voice ..so now it helps me make money .

though right now i don't own much .. and make enough to pay rent and keep my belly full and my internet on.. i am building my life from here to have the best of what i want..and not fill my life with a bunch of average crap .. ..

the middle class was created by corporations .. as a socio economic group so they could market a bunch of average crap to ..and television and the programming on television..was created as the ideal media to market the average crap to as many of the average viewers as possible ..

if you want to be successful the least average thing you shout for is being the average successful person ..who is in themselves exceptional or awesome by normal standards. but the problem come when you are trying to follow the play book from the .001 percent .. instead .. of the top 1 percent ..

you can open a mucle magazine .. and copy the diet. the training program. with the weight you can handle .. the supplement program of the best body builder .. and you will still never look like that person .. or compete against him or her

you have to develop a program based of your genetics and genetic potentials ..and you may look really good.. but still may never get as big as the pros .

you need to find your own level of awesome and climb too it .