I want to be inspired and motivated! I need your advice...
Anyway, after collecting all these learning materials, I still failed to study everything that is essential to success. Once I get started watching a video, some distractions come up and I fail to finish the video. Sometimes, before I go to bed, I promised myself to start watching this and that video the next day; but when the next day arrives, I do nothing. I don't know what's wrong with me but I get distracted too much by innocent stuff like Facebook, computer games, reading sports blogs and forums, and just basically wasting my time surfing the Web. I think that I failed to motivate myself enough to concentrate on what needs to be done.
I have dozens of videos and e-books in my PC just waiting to be studied and learned from. A few of these stuff have been waiting for several months already. Unless I do something drastic, I will never achieve my dreams of succeeding in IM. Sometimes, I just wished that I fell sick bad and get hospitalized so that I will realize what a failure I've become, so that I'll wake up and start working hard to achieve my dreams.
Sometimes, I also envy my old friends and acquaintances who have attained some level of success. Most of them have gone abroad and earn big bucks working in foreign lands. I've been tempted too many times to just give up and get a regular job. The only thing that's keeping me from getting a regular job (and abandoning my IM dreams) is the faint hope that I'll succeed and get rich from my online business. It's not helping that my family doesn't understand my work and thinks that I'm just wasting my time sitting in front of the computer all day long.
Also, I have bills to pay since I loaned a computer two months ago and I'm making monthly payments of around $80 per month. I know $80 is a small amount for a lot of you but it's hard to come by for me. Last month, I just barely managed to scrape this amount from my freelancing sidelines. If I were living on my own, I don't know how I'll manage to survive with my very small income. Good thing that I'm living with my mom, brothers and sisters who all have stable jobs, and they're the ones paying for the apartment, food, electricity and other necessities. We still don't have our own house, and my dream is to build my own house so that we no longer have to pay a lot of money for something that we won't own in the future. But I really have to get started with my online business so that I can make my dreams come true.
I'm sorry for this long rant, but I'm just expressing my frustrations. Maybe this weekend I'll take a few days off from all the computer work and do some soul-searching. I hope you can share some of your stories and advice to help me cope with all my frustrations. I need every ounce of encouragement and motivation to inspire me to work and get things done. Thank you!
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