Can you please tell me if I should stay with Chris Farrell?

Hello, this is my 1st thread and for some reason it's hard to write? Here goes my best to help you understand. Ok, I'm on a tight budget, but I can spend money if it's chosen wisely. I have to change my life soon(I'll spare you the pity story, trust me I have one and I know someone has this answer). I work very hard and still plan too, I just hope to use my brain instead of physical labor, I know I can. I've been interested in affiliate marketing for a couple years, I ordered Holly Manns Honest Riches and understood the way it works, but not how to get it going. (I hope that made since?) Hear about Chris Farrell with video training, joined last month. Please don't get me wrong, he's the sweetest guy ever, but I've not really gotten any farther. I've researched his site upside down. I haven't paid for aweber and done a done for you site ect., do you think that's why? If I stay with him (seems to be very slow, like his facebook, comment, just stuff that's irrelevant to learning,) it might not sound like a lot to you, but if I pay $37 for him, $20 for aweber, a few for domains, I can't afford to go wrong. Beings there is so much available now, I'm wondering if there is a better way?:confused: Please understand I'm not jumping from this to that, Holly was a couple years ago, I didn't stop searching for information, I thought Chris would help me put the pieces together with the computer info,do you think I should continue, pay for the aweber and do a site with him, or do you know something that is available that will show me how to put all this information I have onto a computer (hope that one made since). Right after I joined I heard about Sara Young, I don't want to do the jumping from one to another, I can't and it's a waste I'm sure you know. I'm for sure a newbie, but with their teachings I do know a lot. I just don't get the hands on. Thank you, I so hope I didn't bore you to death, I don't have a stingy bone in me, I just have to be so careful if I spend money because I juggle bills now and it hurt's not being able to help my kids and the stress. I have the creativity to do this, and I believe also my intentions are in the right spot to succeed. I'm willing to do whatever it takes, besides the money, I would enjoy working on-line very much and it hasn't left my mind for a couple years, I started selling on eBay to have a back up plan for money to do this and I already made $101! Thank you and I am thankful for any advise, I'm truly sorry this is so long, my best wishes to all of you! Tammy p.s. I do think Chris Farrell is good for someone who is completely new, he's a wonderful teacher(just incase someone misunderstood).