Just a little update...

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hello friends and family

Remember when I posted my story way back when?

Anyhow. I recently was sent for a diagnosis thing to Saskatoon University Hospital.

They have now said it is not autism rather something called schizo affective disorder.

I don't understand, when Wendy and I looked it up I don't seem to really fit, for the most part I still seem to fit the former.
but.

Because I publicly said, now I have to publicly say, they say it has "morphed" I don't understand what that even means, I thought that was an effect for graphics and the like. So, I don't know if I do or not but they are giving me medication to treat it. So now I am considered a very rare human being indeed LOL



Just a little update.
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best,
-WD
  • Profile picture of the author Dennis Gaskill
    In the context they used the term "morphed" I would guess it means it has evolved - turned into something different.


    Also, be aware that diagnosis can be wrong. I'm sure you know that, but a thought a little reminder was in order.


    Will, why does it say "Gone, bye bye." under your user name?


    Good luck with the new meds.
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    • Profile picture of the author Cali16
      Originally Posted by Dennis Gaskill View Post

      Also, be aware that diagnosis can be wrong. I'm sure you know that, but a thought a little reminder was in order.
      That was my first thought as I read your post.

      WD, I don't know your back story, so I hope you don’t mind if I comment on your post (I have years of experience in the mental health field). If I understand correctly, you were originally diagnosed with autism, and now they're saying you were either originally misdiagnosed, or the autism has "morphed" into schizoaffective disorder (I wasn’t quite clear which).

      Essentially (and this is really oversimplified) schizoaffective disorder is very similar to schizophrenia in terms of symptoms, except that during part of an illness episode there is a period of distinct major mood symptoms (i.e. a bout of major depression, mania, or a mix of both), as well as at least 2 weeks of psychotic symptoms without the mood symptoms. It’s more complex than that, but that’s the essence of the disorder. (In my experience, it’s one of the most difficult disorders to accurately diagnose because there are so many subtle criteria that must be met; mostly pertaining to timing of symptoms.)

      It's possible for a child with autism (or rather, an autistic spectrum disorder) to develop schizophrenia in childhood or adulthood, and perhaps that is what they’re saying has happened in your case (although “morphed” isn’t likely an appropriate term; it’s not as if the autism goes away – the schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder becomes an additional diagnosis). But overall, autistic spectrum disorders are very different from psychotic disorders – there may be some minor overlaps, such as stereotyped movements (e.g. rocking or hand flapping) and other odd behavior.

      Misdiagnoses happen quite often, especially if whoever is evaluating you is inexperienced or hasn’t done a thorough evaluation. My biggest concern for you is that they've likely put you on an antipsychotic medication (and possibly an antidepressant or a mood stabilizer as well, depending on your current symptoms and history). Antipsychotics are potent medications with a lot of very serious potential, and sometimes permanent, side effects. I'd hate to see you take them if you don't absolutely need them (i.e. if you’ve been misdiagnosed).

      It sounds like you’ve looked at the criteria for schizoaffective disorder and don’t feel it fits (that’s what’s concerning here, IMO). In that case, I highly recommend getting a second or third opinion from a very experienced psychiatrist or psychologist.

      In order to be diagnosed, the primary symptoms of schizophrenia must have been present at some point, and those are pretty hard to miss. Wendy (I assume that’s your wife) would most likely have noticed if you were having delusions or hallucinations, or if your speech was significantly disorganized (that can manifest in a few different ways) at times.

      Doctors certainly aren’t infallible. I hope for your sake this is a misdiagnosis (I've seen that happen many times). If not, then I hope the medication is helpful and the side effects minimal.
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  • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
    Thanks, D

    Actually it says bye bye because I was leaving, I still am just can't seem to stay out LOL
    Cali,

    I don't fit the diagnosis , but, I can't argue with them. I don't have many of the symptoms but I do still have of the other. it is weird but I have to say there has been a change because I told people when I first
    joined. So now I had to be honest and say there was a change

    Best,
    -WD
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    • Profile picture of the author Cali16
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      I don't fit the diagnosis , but, I can't argue with them.
      I respect your decision, WD, although I wasn't really suggesting "arguing" per se. I've always been a huge advocate for patients' rights, and it saddens me when someone is misdiagnosed, as the ramifications can be quite serious.

      For what it's worth, if I had made the diagnosis, and you and your wife were questioning it, I would want you to speak up. That often leads to a productive discussion. And if you chose to get another opinion, I would understand and respect that you want to be certain, especially regarding such a serious diagnosis.
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    • Profile picture of the author Dennis Gaskill
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      Thanks, D

      Actually it says bye bye because I was leaving, I still am just can't seem to stay out LOL


      Hate to see you go, Will, but I think I understand even if I don't know the reason(s) for it.

      If you do leave, take care.
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    • Profile picture of the author thunderbird
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      Thanks, D

      Actually it says bye bye because I was leaving, I still am just can't seem to stay out LOL
      Cali,
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      Get a second opinion in another city.

      I also had late language acquisition, withdrawing from standard human interaction, starting at age two. They attach a stigma to it, starting with the word "disorder" rather than something like "condition." Apart from the standard adjustments one has to make, the stigma is a problem in and of itself created by neurotypicals.
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  • Profile picture of the author HeySal
    Will, if I were in your shoes, I'd take the advice Dennis and Cali have given you very seriously. Please don't risk your whole being on the opinion of one person - and in the psychiatric field, you are dealing more with opinion than physical disease symptoms. Please get more than one opinion.

    Other than that - as I already said, I really hope you come through the OT to see us now and again. The main forum might go through extreme transitions - but you know this crowd here in the OT, and are always a welcome inclusion to our discussions.

    All the best, Will.
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  • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
    Hi Everyone,

    Nice to feel loved

    I didn't mean to imply I wouldn't get another opinion. The trouble for me is quite simple.Since I was a child they have given me probably 50 different diagnosis(none of them seemed to agree, autism was the only one that seemed to fit, but I function very highly), Now with this latest one it is obvious they really don't know what is wrong, I don't see myself as having something wrong, just not as able to grasp some things others can, yet I can grasp things and see patterns in things very very quickly.
    Like this forum as an example...

    I keep trying to leave, I know what is coming, I can see it, but I find it hard. I stayed away for almost 2 yrs and then I found out it was sold and things were to be different so I came back, but it is worse not better

    but because I had publicly and stupidly posted my life story I felt it only right to speak the truth of what occurred since posting it.
    Personally I feel like they try to put me in a textbook and I don't fit in one. I am not dumb by any stretch of the imagination, I do at times hurt myself, I have tried to kill myself a few times, I don't handle change well. Etc. But yet I also I don't know if it is because I just don't trust them or what but I can become very standoffish. As those who now me, know that. I have tried etremely hard, I pray constantly, and I have to say folks, I am getting better, I think anyone who knows me could see that, even my writing is improving

    Anyhow. Thanks for the support. I really do feel loved. That is so nice because we have never met.
    Best,
    -WD
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  • Profile picture of the author seasoned
    WD MINO,

    I am certainly not a doctor, and LOTS of doctors will disagree with me, but I will tell you the truth here!

    Most Psychiatrists/Psychologists, it seems, need to have their heads examined! It is a pity you don't know who to trust, I have seen them basically IGNORE the DSM, and claim to be experts, and people that feel one way may buy books by a given set of doctors, and there is a group just as big that says so many contradictory things!

    The DSM often is like a mix and match type of situation. Autism is a good example. It may say something like have 2 symptoms from list a, 3 from list b, etc... SO, although the people WILL, if properly diagnosed, have a similar overall set of problems, they may have different symptoms.

    In the old DSM 4, for example:

    Asperger’s Disorder (299.80 DSM-IV)



    The essential features of Asperger’s Disorder are severe and sustained impairment in social interaction and the development of restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior, interest, and activity. The disturbance must clinically show significant impairment in social, occupational, and other important areas of functioning. In contrast to Autistic Disorder, there are no clinically significant delays in language. In addition there are no clinically significant delays in cognitive development or in the development of age-appropriate self-help skills, adaptive behavior, and curiosity about the environment in childhood.

    A. Qualitative impairment in social interaction, as manifested by at least two of the following:
    •Marked impairment in the use of multiple nonverbal behaviors such as eye-to-eye gaze, facial expression, body postures, and gestures to regulate social interaction
    •Failure to develop peer relationships appropriate to developmental level
    •A lack of spontaneous seeking to share enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people (e.g., by a lack of showing, bringing, or pointing out objects of interest to other people)
    •Lack of social or emotional reciprocity

    B. Restricted repetitive and stereotyped patterns of behavior, interests, and activities, as manifested by at least one of the following:
    •Encompassing preoccupation with one or more stereotyped and restricted patterns of interest that is abnormal either in intensity or focus
    •Apparently inflexible adherence to specific, non-functional routines or rituals
    •Stereotyped and repetitive motor mannerisms (e.g., hand or finger flapping or twisting, or complex whole-body movements)
    •Persistent preoccupation with parts of objects

    C. The disturbance causes clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.

    D. There is no clinically significant general delay in language (e.g., single words used by age 2 years, communicative phrases used by age 3 years)

    E. There is no clinically significant delay in cognitive development or in the development of age-appropriate self-help skills, adaptive behavior (other than in social interaction), and curiosity about the environment in childhood.

    F. Criteria are not met for another specific Pervasive Developmental Disorder or Schizophrenia.
    And some psychiatrists said you HAD to have late language acquisition, or be retarded, for example, even though one isn't specified, and the other is excluded!

    So you can imagine, that many diagnosis are misapplied, or just WRONG!

    Of course, I would suggest you check out the DSM, and see if you agree with the doctor. If you DON'T, ASK him or her about it. Maybe they are flat out WRONG!

    Good luck

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  • Profile picture of the author bizgrower
    WD,

    If you have not already, I'd also look at nutrition, food allergies - especially milk/dairy, gluten reactions, vitamin/mineral deficiencies or surpluses, and Biblical diets....

    Dan
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  • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
    Thanks guys.

    Steve that was a nice way to try and encourage me. Thank you.

    thanks Dan for the suggestion, I am not sure if diet has anything to do with it but it is something to look in to.
    Best,
    -WD
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    • Profile picture of the author bizgrower
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      Thanks guys.

      Steve that was a nice way to try and encourage me. Thank you.

      thanks Dan for the suggestion, I am not sure if diet has anything to do with it but it is something to look in to.
      Best,
      -WD
      Quite a bit of research showing diet can be a factor - especially eliminating gluten can be
      somewhat to very helpful. An employee of mine has a younger sister with Autism (I don't
      know the exact terminology of diagnosis and it sounds very acute, and she was 2 or 3 years
      old when she was diagnosed).

      Her family took about six years to wean her completely off medication and she is now
      15 years old. Eliminating gluten is a large part of what they did. My employee estimates
      that her sister will be able to live on her own - or more independently - at perhaps age 25.

      I'd suggest working with a nutritionist and MD, DO, or naturopathic doc who are experienced
      with your situation. I suspect that eliminating all grains/dairy and going organic may be a path
      to some or a lot of relief. Certainly explore the food/drug allergy connection as well.

      Dan
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      • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
        Thanks D too cool.LOL

        Thanks Dan I will have to check into it, my wife has different food needs but if changing some stuff would help I am all for it.
        thanks for taking the time to relate it.

        Best,
        -WD
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        • Profile picture of the author bizgrower
          Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

          Thanks D too cool.LOL

          Thanks Dan I will have to check into it, my wife has different food needs but if changing some stuff would help I am all for it.
          thanks for taking the time to relate it.

          Best,
          -WD
          You're welcome.

          RE: the Biblical diet stuff. All I know is that a long, long time ago I used to watch this woman on
          TV talk about nutrition that in her words was Biblically based (Christian). Meat and vegetables mainly.
          So, you being a man of the cloth and all.
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          • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
            Hi Dan

            There are a few in the Bible, such as daniel's diet, which unfortunately people exploit.

            I will look into it for sure, as long as it doesn't interfere with my wife's dietary needs I don't see why I couldn't, or, just have smaller parts for myself.

            Meat and veggies are good but your body need carbohydrates, I suppose potatoes would be acceptable. I don't know enough but I will definitely look into it because it interferes with many things including ministry.

            Thanks again
            -Will
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            • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
              So apprently these type of foods are not good for me
              The first step for parents to try is an elimination diet for about a month to see if the omission of casein and gluten or other highly allergic foods, such as eggs, fish, seafood, tree nuts, peanuts, soy, and eggs, can improve symptoms. If the child is drinking lots of milk, I suggest starting with the elimination of dairy and replacing it with calcium-fortified soy or almond milk.

              I drink a lot of milk, I eat a lot of bread, mostly whole wheat but I eat white french bread.

              I think I will try to take some of those out and cut down on milk intake. They say to eliminate but that would make me not too happy

              The info is from webmd but it seems oxymoronic, first they say cut out soy then elimiate milk and replace with soy. LOL Doctor's gotta love em

              Best,
              -WD
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              • Profile picture of the author seasoned
                Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

                The info is from webmd but it seems oxymoronic, first they say cut out soy then elimiate milk and replace with soy. LOL Doctor's gotta love em

                Best,
                -WD
                WOW, I remember when SOY seemed to become SOOOOOOO popular! NOW, if you look at many soy proteins,they say they are isolates. Many soy products, as parts of supplement products,are NON protein, like lecithin.

                They are NOW saying that soy as a whole, at least unfermented, is BAD for you, especially if you are male. It has a lot of Xenoestrogen's, chemicals that mimic estrogen, and it could affect women as well, but it effectively counteracts testosterone in men. Historically, for whatever reason, japanese people and the like have FERMENTED it, and that apparently reduces the xenoestrogen from soy.

                BTW The following piece is PRO soy and says what I just said!

                Safe Soy: Another Food On The Endangered Species List

                Some studies in animals show that xenoestrogens can alter sexual development. But, research doesn't show the same results concerning phytoestrogens in soy that has been properly fermented. In fact, the results show the opposite! The Japanese have historically consumed thirty times as much soy as North Americans, and have a lower incidence of cancers of the breast, uterus and prostate (1).
                Actually all phytoestrogens(AKA PLANT estrogens), are xenoestrogens(AKA FOREIGN, from outside of the organism, estrogens). Of course, a minor change to a hormone can change it greatly and even render it inert. It appears that fermentation can do the same thing.

                Steve
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            • Profile picture of the author seasoned
              Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

              Hi Dan

              There are a few in the Bible, such as daniel's diet, which unfortunately people exploit.

              I will look into it for sure, as long as it doesn't interfere with my wife's dietary needs I don't see why I couldn't, or, just have smaller parts for myself.

              Meat and veggies are good but your body need carbohydrates, I suppose potatoes would be acceptable. I don't know enough but I will definitely look into it because it interferes with many things including ministry.

              Thanks again
              -Will
              Actually, ALL plants have carbs to some degree! One guy talks about eating carbs to gain weight. Does he talk about sugar? NOPE! Fruits? NOPE! He talks about potatoes or rice.

              Low-Carb Vegetables List - From Least to Most Carbohydrate

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              • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
                Thanks Steve,
                That is a good resource. I like a lot of them so, shouldn't be too much of a stretch
                Best,
                -WD
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  • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
    Thanks T, where I live is right in the center of sk so I will have to go 3 hrs drive to the other city Regina. I think my doc is going to have to get things straightened out because it makes me feel really even more inadequate than I ever did

    And see. I am here again LOL
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    • Profile picture of the author thunderbird
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      Thanks T, where I live is right in the center of sk so I will have to go 3 hrs drive to the other city Regina. I think my doc is going to have to get things straightened out because it makes me feel really even more inadequate than I ever did

      And see. I am here again LOL
      You don't have to go away, LOL. That's what most of those "doctors" and "experts" do -- add extra layers of complication.
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  • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
    Yeah, for me I take this medication called zoloft. It when I first took it attacked my brain, (only way I can describe it)

    I don't know what is with them, but I guess I should feel special I am a pretty unique guy LOL

    best,
    -WD
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    • Profile picture of the author thunderbird
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      Yeah, for me I take this medication called zoloft. It when I first took it attacked my brain, (only way I can describe it)

      I don't know what is with them, but I guess I should feel special I am a pretty unique guy LOL

      best,
      -WD
      That's the funny thing, there is more variety in autism spectrum than among neurotypicals. It is cool and unique and actually can't be generalized. That is undoubtedly what confused the doctors in Saskatoon. It didn't fit into their rigid diagnostic criteria (nor should it):
      The connections in autistic brains are idiosyncratic and individualized | Ars Technica
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  • Profile picture of the author WD Mino
    LOL I went to rate this thread 5 stars you can't do that they said LOL
    HAHAHA
    -WD
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    • Profile picture of the author Dennis Gaskill
      Originally Posted by WD Mino View Post

      LOL I went to rate this thread 5 stars you can't do that they said LOL
      HAHAHA
      -WD


      Yeah, you can't rate your own thread . . . so I rated it for you.


      It takes more than one person rating a thread for it to show though. I don't know how many votes it takes to hit that magical number.
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