Earning with PPC/Adsense etc. for charity stupid?

Goodday warriors,

Is earning with PPC/Adsense etc. for charity stupid?

Let me tell me about myself:
I am Jimmy from the Netherlands and i am 26 years old.
I have a sleepingdisorder (Narcolepsy).
and it`s almost impossible to find a job, at the moment i work for a govermentfundet compagny but hope to get my own job and earn my own paycheck

My mother died on cancer when i was 4/5 years old,
my father died on cancer when i was 16 on the second day of christmas.
so you can understand why i hate the disease and thats why i want something to do for it.

I am always doing things to collect money for it, like sponsorship walks, and sale things on marktplaats(dutch ebay) and the profit goes the Dutch cancer foundation,
and wanna spent more time on raising money, so i hope to find a job where i earn enough money to get around and can safe something, that i can spend my other time to Raise money for the Fight.

But it takes allot of time,
and i get allot of money earning info and mails in my emailbox, but when i look it up i see allot of scams but also allot of info that is true.

Allot of the offers are verry expensive ore are to difficult for me because i don`t know allot of al that marketing etc.
I had found someone a while ago who i thought was a person who i can thrust, he wanted to make a CPA/PPC automatedwebsites for me with al the things that i had only had to do was drive traffic to it.
I paid a little amount and the rest i could pay when i got earnings from the websites,
He sayed he wanted to help me with my quest for raising money for THE FIGHT against cancer.