Ok..
So I've analyzed, ....over analyzed, broken down, built up, and whatever else one person can do with information, feelings, emotions, etc..etc...etc...

...I've done it all.

Well just about all of it, I've done everything except take focused, purpose driven actions to 'work' something for myself in the realm of my life.

I will 'mentally' work the hell out of something, all day everyday but in the physical, I have held back so much that now it's...