I have a calling, a purpose!
And I know I will be jacked up for the rest of my life if I don't accept that & act accordingly!
My purpose & desire is to live as free and as empowered as I have so confidently dreamed of since a teenager.
This more empowered version of myself is dying to show up and show out! And I need to set her free.
NOTE TO SELF:
" Be not conformed to the ways of this world, but be TRANSFORMED by the renewal of your mind!"
Letting Go
Posted 3rd September 2012 at 10:44 PM by Erica Leggette
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Ok..
So I've analyzed, ....over analyzed, broken down, built up, and whatever else one person can do with information, feelings, emotions, etc..etc...etc...
...I've done it all.
Well just about all of it, I've done everything except take focused, purpose driven actions to 'work' something for myself in the realm of my life.
I will 'mentally' work the hell out of something, all day everyday but in the physical, I have held back so much that now it's starting to feel paralyzing!
I gotta unload all these feelings, dreams, build all these opportunities, set out on all these journeys, that I have mentally lived out everyday of my life, at least over the course of the last 18 years of my life (31yrs old).
No matter what it cost me....
Regardless of how many changes I have to make..
It don't matter who feels where I'M coming..
So I've analyzed, ....over analyzed, broken down, built up, and whatever else one person can do with information, feelings, emotions, etc..etc...etc...
...I've done it all.
Well just about all of it, I've done everything except take focused, purpose driven actions to 'work' something for myself in the realm of my life.
I will 'mentally' work the hell out of something, all day everyday but in the physical, I have held back so much that now it's starting to feel paralyzing!
I gotta unload all these feelings, dreams, build all these opportunities, set out on all these journeys, that I have mentally lived out everyday of my life, at least over the course of the last 18 years of my life (31yrs old).
I gotta be FREE!!
No matter what it cost me....
Regardless of how many changes I have to make..
It don't matter who feels where I'M coming..
In my head just ain't good enough no more!
It's time I stop just dreaming the dream, and start living out the desires of my heart & mind.
It's time I take what I know already, and haul a$$ with it!
And for all the things I have allowed to be my reason for just merely maintaining instead of purposefully manifesting....
DUECES!! ... I'm over it now.
I've procrastinated...yep
I've bull$hitted around...lawd yea!
For years!!
But I have also learned a lot about myself and the kind of person I wanna be. I've learned that I get to choose when, where, & how I live my life!
I've always had that choice and the result of the choices I make are visible in my life...right here, right now! They always have been.
In order for me to do this thing, and do it right, I gotta let go.
I need to let go of any negative energies, anything that I consider a gripe or grudge that I am holding against myself, this world, or anybody in it.
Just live.
Once all the negative, and self sabotaging things get pushed to the side, all I'm left asking myself is....
When will I start showing some respect for the person inside of me that only wants to be free?..
I say now.
It's time I take what I know already, and haul a$$ with it!
- Put my priorities on the table
- Set my goals
- Devise an actionable plan
- And go for what I know!
And for all the things I have allowed to be my reason for just merely maintaining instead of purposefully manifesting....
DUECES!! ... I'm over it now.
I've procrastinated...yep
I've bull$hitted around...lawd yea!
For years!!
But I have also learned a lot about myself and the kind of person I wanna be. I've learned that I get to choose when, where, & how I live my life!
I've always had that choice and the result of the choices I make are visible in my life...right here, right now! They always have been.
In order for me to do this thing, and do it right, I gotta let go.
I need to let go of any negative energies, anything that I consider a gripe or grudge that I am holding against myself, this world, or anybody in it.
Just live.
Once all the negative, and self sabotaging things get pushed to the side, all I'm left asking myself is....
When will I start making better choices?
Not just in regards to making money, but in respects to the person I want to be in life, from my spirit all the way to the bank.When will I start showing some respect for the person inside of me that only wants to be free?..
I say now.
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