I'm not new in IM, I know some things... But you see I feel so miserable right now, like never before. I don't know what to do, what should I try now to start making money again.
Now I'm working as sushi chef in one restaurant, 6 months ago I used to make enough money working as freelancer, but I lost my clients, because honestly I didn't like what I was doing it seemd that I wasn't earning enough. Now I relized that my job sucks I'm working for minimal wage. And I want something more, I want to do something, but at the same time I feel too lazy, too weak, I don't know I guess I'm in depression.
Damn I would like to be youtuber, doing what I like makng videos and so on, but I don't know what is stopping me from this, it feels like I'm the worst my own enemy. I just feel bad and worthless. I don't know what happened to me...
Maybe some of you have felt the same, like me, and have any advices?