I don't really know what to feel. I've been working at both offline and online ventures more so than often since last year but I never expected it to affect my studies.
Its been the worst 24 hours I have ever had.
I'm not really sure what I want to do right now. If I study hard i can finish my studies with my last exams in June.
I own an Indoor Advertising media company offline that I can't really work less for right now.
Online, i've only really had success since the last 6 months and I now know what I'm doing and how I can scale everything up. I don't think I can stop right now because I'd lose out on all the momentum (and money)I've gained so far.
I guess that leaves me with the only option of actually organizing everything properly. i suck at that. I own a whiteboard (which I still feel is the best investment I've ever made) but it only really helps when I'm brainstroming and as more of a place to write a quick to do list.
offline: online: education 4:4:2 (thats how I see it right now)
I DO know that the amount of real work I do is far less than what I can actually accomplish. Its just that working on so many different things takes a mental toll on you and at times I sit and wonder whether I should work on project A and B related to my websites or go and meet new clients for my indoor advertising media.
The thing is.. i can't let go of anything. At my age I SHOULD be able to do it all.