$756.38 Check Arrived, My Troubles & Feelings. I'm Sorry.
I'm really sorry for writing this but after saying my prayers tonight I just couldn't go to sleep. The truth is I procrastinated a lot. I also had problem dealing with information overload. I manage to conquer it step by step by designing a system and soon I started to do stuff and earn money online.
The feeling going to the bank to cash the check it's like being on top of the world... I have gone through troubles and overcome different things.. And to be honest I have feelings, real feelings.. It's hard to admit this but I have tears in my eyes right now when writing this, it touch my feelings.
I really was going to throw this post in the recycle bin and just delete it because of being ashamed posting this here and telling people I'm crying again but it would be really thankful to get advice from other people here who have gone through this phase "inaction" is. How do you keep moving forward? Is it the desire, goals, dreams, the mindset or the purpose? what drives you every single day to take action and just keep going forward...
We are all humans, we all go through our troubles and finally we all have feelings and people who care about others and are willing to give these are the people I appreciate so much. I'm honest and I like honest people.
I just can't understand why I'm not making this happen for me. I'm not a quitter. I will never give up it's just really annoying and I know this is all my fault, if I want different results into my life I have to change and start doing different things but then it comes down again to "TAKING ACTION!".
When I think about this. I'm the biggest obstacle. Please post your advice and comments. I'm Sorry. I really need positive people around me and I'm trying to build a new mindset step by step to be able to take action more.
Honestly I fear doing this but I had to do this with tears in my eyes and the pain in my hurt "inaction" is especially when it continues to sabotage myself as a person and the future. You've probably been there so please speak up it would mean the world to me. Your help will be appreciated.
Thanks for your time and thanks for reading this. It's time to go to sleep.
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