My Business, My Love, My Nightmare...

Hello everyone,

I bet most of you don't know me, and some are very well versed with me.
First I have to start by introducing myself to the warriors that may not know me.
My name is Candace, I have been marketing for 8 years or so. At one point my business was on top of the world. After many long nights of constant work I finally starting seeing results. My first big success was a membership site that blew up faster than I could keep up with the payments! I built my business on determination and the hope that I could help others finally earn online.
In the long run I did just that...

After selling the business I decided to duplicate my success and offer my services to others through a wso. At the time, I had just gotten out of the hospital from none other than overworking myself. - NEW WARRIORS - Be so careful! Never over work yourself!

Anyhow, I offered a wso, it consisted of turnkey membership sites. I worked on the sites and built what I thought was quality, however it fell short of the expectations of one of my clients.
After a very painful and public bashing from the client and the person that sent the client to me, I became terrified that I was ruined as a marketer. I know, I know... sob story right?

Honestly this was not a sob story for me, this was the first real disappointment of my business, and I guess I simply did not have the tough skin to deal.

I ran away, ran from my business, and just quite altogether, that was my first mistake.
I felt defeated, I had always put my heart and soul into this business and thought my good intentions would be enough to push me through, to create quality over quantity.

You are probably wondering why I am telling you all of this. First and foremost, I have missed my first love of online marketing, secondly I am tired of feeling like I can not show my face, even after providing a refund and trying to make amends for my mistake, I find that warriors are still bashing my mistake even after almost a year since i first made it.

I once was able to post my name with pride, pride in all the people that I helped at one point or another.

My passion for online business is more than being afraid of what people will or will not say. This warrior forum once was my favorite place, and I do not want to lose that.

I do not want to walk away from my passion. PERIOD!

I will continue to build sites, I will continue to brainstorm and I will continue to get excited at the idea of building something that provides financial security for me and my family.

Thank you for your time,
Candace