Anywhoo, I am very pleased sitting here typing this because I took action.
I have my first internet site up ever! Got 6 months of hosting paid for through Hostgator and installed WP last night. Even loaded up a free downloaded theme! *Gasp* :p I even started signing up for affiliate and CPA networks today, and I will start on my banners and logos tonight.
Hey, I know its really not much, but I am proud of myself for taking the plunge. I am in it to win it!