What you usually do when you fail 5 times in a row?

I struggled in Florida. My foreign wife left me high-and-dry and disappeared into another country after extorting me for money. I sunk into that woe-is-me state of lethargy and don't-give-a-damn. Drank at the bars on the beach every night and let my savings go down the drain of self-pity. I got a job at a firm and went on an unprecedented, historical stretch of 4 weeks of no sales before I let myself go, out of humiliation. I was about to be evicted, and all of that.

I secured a job back North and rented a room from a friend. I pretty much moved back just for the job and the money.

And as soon as I arrived, they laid off people and slashed hours. The next week, my bike was stolen. I got my old truck running with the rest of my money, and it broke down two times in two weeks. My savings were depleted. I had a little over 100$ on me.

The girl I moved in with had a psychotic breakdown just a few nights later (people should tell you that they are "schitzo-effective" when renting to you) and I had to FLEE the house, and my truck broke down the next day, in the rest area in the parkway, where I slept the night before.

I thought God had it out for me.

I was at the end of my rope, as they say, and standing at the intersection where success and defeat cross each other, and life and death.

I could write a whole book just on the emotional roller coaster that the next 24 hours were. It was like I lived out a whole lifetime of emotional experience in one day.

I got up the next morning and went to church, and thanked God for this life, for every second, for existence, for everything-- good or bad.

I decided to accept what had happened. I couldn't change it. It was just life. And if it gets any worse, I'll just write a book about it. I thought.

And I'm glad, in a way, that it all happened the way it did. Because something I didn't need was taken away from me during that time.

You need to figure out what was taken from you, that you didn't need anyway, but just did not know it.

Giving up in life is not an option to me,this are the times you need to reorganize yourself and think where did you go wrong.
Failure should be taken as a challenge for you to work on your weaknesses and turn them to strengths
Challenges are good signs that you are almost achieving your goals so keep working towards achieving you set goals no matter what comes your way.

Get back ON the horse

Don't forget to rub it on the horse, or all is for naught.

You scary me I have had many conflicts with many people. several years ago one guy said will go with my pic to voodoo

Fail 5 times in a row?

Somehow it does not ever feel like that. If I have the burning desire to do it then I will do it until I get it.

As for love I also keep at it but figuring out what I needed to learn in order to get succes and it works brilliantly these days.

Life is a learning curve most of the time and you just have to accept it.

I know what you're going through. In fact, I was thinking the same thing today! This whole year has been a mess!

1.) First someone stole my trailer that contained all of my equipment for my offline business.

2.) Then my grandfather passed away 2 days before my family and I was finally going to travel and see him after a long time.

3.) Then both my offline and online business took a nose dive that ended up setting me back quite a bit.

4.) Then I got a blood clot in my leg, then that blood clot moved to my lung and caused a life threatening pulmonary embolism... which put me in the hospital for 3 days, and I now have to take medication to basically "keep me alive".

5.) Because of the medical issue, that ended up causing more setbacks with both of my businesses.

6.) And because of it all, my anxiety symptoms have increased!

It sucks, and I mean, it SUCKS BADLY! However, I'm still standing, I'm still working hard, and my wife and I are pushing through whatever get's thrown at us.

Bottom line, crap may happen, and it may happen in a consistent sequence that makes you think someone cast a freaking spell on you, BUT, if you persevere through it, the reward on the other side is always greater than the hell you've been through.

Keep your head up.

5x in a row? It's called momentum. Goes in both directions. Spirals...

You can reverse the spin, though you have to go against the negative instinctual feelings and against the current that is pushing you further downstream. It's natural to want to react to negative things with more negative feelings, though it's counterproductive.

That means doing things that seem counterintuitive or that you have to find creative ways to do differently to get past many catch 22s that stand in your way. The losses of faith and losses of leverages you had.

It's easiest to go with the current pushing you to further destruction. I don't know what the story is of why you had so many falling outs with people in your life, though negative feelings and stress feeds on itself and then is expressed in our relationships with others. Including the feelings that led you to be more careless and unaware when driving.

Destructive emotions that get increased with each new consequence are why one bad choice often leads to a series of bad choices.

Take some time out from your next endeavor and work on letting go of your bad feelings and to recover from your losses. Your mental/emotional health is most important. Then when you feel better and clearer, learn from the past and find your inspiration again for a new direction and start new. You'll find your motivation again.

I figure it out that those failures that happened this month - August paralized me emotionally and I can't do good choices I need some time to refresh my minds, my soul, my brain