I have read "secret" and tried to apply LOA to improve my situation for months
I am in my mid-30 and lived in a very competitive city in Asia. I am totally frustrated with my career. For the past 10 years, I had bad experiences in office politics and unbearable heavy worklaod. These made me change my jobs for nearly 20 times up to now. In the past, i was given the heaviest work and bullied by colleagues as i am timid and quiet in character, i always meet agressive women who keeps on bullying me and hurting me by bad words.
For now i am still jobless. During this period, i tried on LOA, keep visualing that i can get an ideal job: People are nice to me, light work and cozy working envorinment. I keep on a positive feelings and really believe i canfinally get it.
Then recently my fd introduced me a job and apparently it seemed to be my ideal job during interview. At that point i was excited and just thought LOA did really work. However on the first day at work, bullying happened again, a woman senior blamed me for tedious stuff, office politics and gossips again, even more hostile than ever before. I feel that i get back to the situation i tried to escape for long, and TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED at LOA.
For few days before starting this job, I think, feel and act as if i get my ideal job already and all my fear and past has gone away. To my disappointment, i saw same old things on my first day at work.
I quit now and wonder why LOA did not work. I have worked for 3 months on changing my perspective and belief. Can you give me some advice and explain why it doesnt work?