I have always had a positive view on life but the last few circumstances that ocured have really get me down. I have been thinking positive and positive thing did happen but I have lost my inner happines. I feel sad all the time and have a strange feeling that something terrible will happen. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer and my girfriend is thinking of leaving me after 4 years of relationship. I have a huge debt and the whole thing is very depressive. I had a blackout three days ago and my head is hurting me really bad. I know that right now I am attracting only negative things in my life and it is getting harder to have a positive view on things. I don't know what the next day will bring me and I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I feel empty inside and I spoke to a professional and he stuffed me with pills. I don't want to drink that! It will make me emotionaly numb (been there).
I really could use some advice right now.
I don't care about the money and it is the last thing I want to do right now. Maybe at least you will feel better when you read this and see that you don't have problems like this.
Boy! Am I down