Did you fail on something and how many times did you fail?
What did you learn from whatever you've failed at? because from every failure there is a Larson to be learned.
If you did not learn something new in the past 30 days, you are not growing.
You should seek improvement on everything you do so you could grow.
Myself i am always failing and failing, but i make sure that i get something good out of failing experience.
Don't be afraid to fail, as long as you lean from it and correct those mistakes.