Nowadays, I get tired and lazy for nothing. I always feel tired throughout the day after waking up in the morning and NOT energetic. This happens because I'm behind some bills and have to pay soon, the deadline is already over. This thought wears me down.
Every night when I go to sleep, I promise myself that tomorrow I won't feel tired and won't procrastinate but the same thing happens day after day. Right after sipping tea in the morning I get lazy and depressed. Then I go to youtube and watch some comedy videos to cheer myself up but that hardly works. I have some due bills to pay asap and this brings me down.
Also, I know business models like CPA, Affiliate, Shopify DSing but don't have the money to invest. You won't believe that since the last Nov 2017, I have tried to make money online and even signed up for the 60 days Shopify trial but I didn't have - the money for ads, the pre-fulfillment money to order from my suppliers etc... And I wasted 2x60 days trials back to back i.e., 4 months on two different email addresses. I had an awesome website perfectly optimized, confirmed by some legit people having successes online as well as the Shopify team. I know it takes money to make money but seriously I am having real issues with the money.
Also, I DON'T have the best of relationship with my family to ask for help. They are literally scrubs and are in-born criticizers and doubters. I've been through a lot since my childhood.
My family and their relatives are the types of people who will FIND new problems for EVERY SOLUTION given. 80% of the society is also like that.
So, my question is have you all who succeeded making money online went through such a s#itty and broke phase OR you guys had some money to invest?
How do I NOT lose FOCUS, NOT get tired and be consistent with my goals?