Unrealistic goals

I have never been much for achieving goals i have written. I usually write them down and soon forget about them. THe main problem has been really not figuring out what i want.

I have figured out what i want. The whole if money wasn't an issue what would you do. In that case i would travel through southern China . As something to do for fun i would find luxury item over there and figure out how to sell them back here. Not for a large business but enough to fund traveling and living expences. And enough to pay a translator who also helps me learn chinese.

Well that is unrealistic for me . I am unemployed with almost no money saved up. I have no idea which luxury good i would sell and how i would find customers . I know 4 words of Chinese. I have never traveled outside the U.S. . I didn't even have a passport.

Now It 1s stuck in the front off my mind though. I am playing with ideas to figure out how. Ideas on how to fund it . It still seems impossible or difficult. Very unrealistic. IT just has implanted itself in my mind.

So far i have applied for a passport. It is the playing with ideas of what kinda business i can do to fund it. Part of why i look over these boards. I am struggling to get at least the basics down of the language.

Have you had a very unrealistic goal that just burned itself into you mind.