I am in very very strange situation. Few years back, i saw shiny ad "Make money online".It was so tempting. I focussed my entire attention on it. At that time, i had lot of debts on my head, plus my monthly salary wasnt that good. Those were hard financial time for me. Me and my gf wanted to marry, but we had very less financial resources.
Cut to present situation. I have cleared my $30k debt, cleared my all credit card debts. I got money now for my marriage. Me and my gf will get marry next winters. I have savings and i can easily live for next 3 years. I am not saying, i am rich. Not by any short, but financially, things are pretty easy.
Since my childhood, i havnt seen such a financial ease. But now, my problem is, i have lost all the motivation to work. The energy, spark and fire from inside, its all just gone now. I feel so much lack of energy now. I have started sleeping 10 hours a day. I just wake up, read forums , chat here and there, talk to my parents and youner sister. Meet me gf in evening and then i just go to bed.
There is no motivation at all. When i try to work , everything feel so hard.
May be first time in my life, i dont need to work for money and this situation is driving me crazy. I feel so much dense now. What should i do in this situation?
On the contrary,i should enjoy my work now as i have no financial stress on my brain. But its just opposite. I am not that greedy, i always thought i want huge cars and all the flashy stuff. But now i am happy in my middle class income. No material stuff attracts me.
I know, i can make lot of money, but because of my lazy behavior, i am slowly getting into depression. I just yell at my gf for no reason. She find it awkward as now we are going to get marry, there is no reason to be depressed. But , i just fail to explain to her, that i want to work non stop 8 hours per day. But because of lack of motivation, i just cant do it and thats making me a depressed person.
How to get out of this situation?