You need to understand, there are over seven billion people on the face of planet earth, thus why should the universe, the planet or nature keep standing in the path of a man that is hell bent on achieving his goal, there are other mortals out there that will always give up without a fight, so why stop one mortal, when there are billions of individuals that will succumb without a fight. Time matters to everyone, including the universe, why waste precious time trying to continually lock down a man that knows what he wants from life.
A chinese proverb says "without failures, you become relaxed and content with your state, and sooner or later your enemies will devour you", Ancient Chinese warrior "Sun Tzu" (read the Art of War), was always happy to welcome a fight, for he knows failure in battle gives him room to restrategise and grow stronger; and when Sun Tzu wins, he learnt to assess the failures of his opponents and strive not to repeat such mistakes in battle, using these strategies consistently, Master Sun Tzu became the most feared and revered warrior in the whole of Ancient China.
So, learn to draw upon the positive energy of your failure, for it only makes you stronger and better.
Keep Striving, Keep Believing, Never Give-Up. Winners Don't Quit, and Quitters Don't Win.