I know that there are many people in third world countries who are way worse off then me but I just don't know how to deal with my life right now. My parents are constantly fighting, I have a lot of school work lately, my dad makes fun of me instead of encouraging me to work harder. I also have this weird problem where I always worry about what others think about me so I have trouble socializing in school which makes the work harder to get through since I'm just doing constant work and the one class where I have friends that I feel comfortable enough talking to I always get in trouble for talking to them. I have graduation project that I have a week left to finish then I present. Christmas always makes me depressed because I'm poor and everyone around me is wealthy and gets whatever they want (again, I know I'm off way better than people in third world countries but I feel like an outcast). I guess I have my up and down points because I go for weeks thinking "I'll keep working hard so I can become successful and rub it in their faces one day" then I go to this depressed state and it's just on and off for weeks.
Long story short;
What do you guys do when your depressed to keep yourself kicking?