That really make not good feel. List think make down self will show in this time. But that not really help we change that result. So what can motivate we keep doing? What make ourself feel good in that case? My answer is we can't change that result but we can do something that make feel good, that is about thing we really want take care right now. Everything will over in next time even that result, and right now we need strong more to make our life change. I believe you can make great thing.