I'm in a slump. Jan. 1 my little brother/best friend was in a motorcycle accident - pronounced dead at 5AM Jan. 2. That's how 2017 started.
Ever since then, I haven't felt like doing a damned thing. I go through "up" spells once in a while, so I started designing Tshirts and have them on Merch by Amazon, SpreadShirt, SunFrog and TeeSpring.
I haven't felt like blogging but fortunately I get enough guest post submissions that my blog stays fresh. It's up for sale now though because we got into some financial trouble; we lent my brother some cash when his wife left, and he'd just said he'd have it back to us after the New Year - obviously THAT didn't happen, and the only asset I have to recoup those funds is my blog.
I've been tossing around the idea of going for grief/bereavement counseling, and I still might do that.
But as far as working online, I'm at a loss as to what to do next because I just don't feel like doing anything.
I think my brother was blessed with all of the creativity; God skipped over me and gave that to him. LOL
I do help my husband with eBay listings so I feel like I'm contributing. And right now I have a few things of my father's (he passed away last year) to put on eBay so I need to do that today.
But lately, I'm just wandering around in a fog trying to figure out what I want to do next. My brother used to help me brainstorm, so I'm really feeling lost these days.