Lyrics I Wrote About My Life

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I wrote some lyrics the other night, freestyled them out. I was feeling abit upset and tryed using music to channel my emotion. This is those lyrics:



I dont even wna be an emcee or make music,
but i choosed it, not to make it or to prove it,
not even coz most of dese mc's are useless,
or clueless, because i dont give a two shits,
nah, honestly, its cos thru this, the music,
i can express my thoughts of movements,
n give my two cents, about my new sense,
about how when i say i can do suttin i can do it, n i do it,
n dey cnt understand if i dont do suttin dont mean that i cant do it,
i can do it, ive jus been down and lazy, its a neusense,
so ima use music, to voice this neusense, n explain,
everything thats on my brain, so its less of a neusense,
n so it will in-fluence what ima do wen,
i stop holdin back from the movements n start provin,
im not nu in, life, ive already mastered it like,
a con artist crossed with a mastermind,
talent like mine is hard to find,
your plans dont come close to a class with mine.

<This Verse is Spoken>
Seriously tho - Man gonna start emceein n ting - becuase -
over the last like 3 years of my life - ive single handedly
managed to do and pull of some things which ive never
known anyone else to be able to do like - and i know
that if theres anyone out there who can realise there
dreams n ting - and do the impossable and everything
they wna do - its me! - i know this - i know myself -
i know what im capable of - i know how clever i am
i just aint been doing shit -
for a long time now - kor man been depressed n i dunno -
i got alot of shit goin on arround me - and ive just held
myself back - well now ima explain 2 u wt mans been doin
while depressed n ting - n ima tell u wt ima do now - n dat
is get focused den go after my dreams will full force.
MCin is jus a voice for me like - so listen to my voice.
<End Spoken Verse>



I got my babymother pregnant at fifthteen and stuck by her,
supported her for the 9 months my Son was inside her,
went to every doctor and hospital appointment on time and,
even had her living with me and my mumzies yard at the time and,
all was good, happy memorys, furthmore the best days of my life,
had plans to make her my wife, n be a family with out lil boy by our side,
n i was by her side, in my bed wen he waters broke,
she stood up, got womb liquid all over my new closed as she spoke,
n we laughed, it was funny, shockin, scary and excitin,
n frightnin wen it struk us like lightnin dat dis would be the time wen,
our Son would be realed amonst the world, me n my babygirl,
n soon a baby boy, it was madness, extreme happyness, no sadness,
n she was the badest, n boomest, n choongest wifey,
n der was no worrys cos i knew she liked me, so we was off quick,
had to get her to the hospital as she dripped,
helpin her along, makin sure she didnt slip,
i was nearly in tears - uno jus a little bit,
so ders us, shes on a bed n next to her i sit,
doctor kums along n checks inside her bits, jus makin sure shes fit,
2 give birth n 2 give earth the greatest babyboy dats ever bin here,
shes gettin minor contractions der painful,
im right der givin every little bit of support that im able,
we in der a long time, i was preyin 2 angels,
she was bein strong as anything! tryed gas n air to help her,
it was makin her sick so she had an epidual, n dat was jokes trust,
it was gettin late now mans was tired but,
must hav jus dropped off - den i get woken up,
her numb leg had fell off the bed, felt like a dead weight of lead,
lucky dat she didnt land pon my head, it was funny,
we laughed about it as i picked up her leg n put it back on the bed then it started kummin,
the heavy contractions its time now,
in a little while my Son would be here to shine out,
n well the labour went loverly,
afterwards i gave the love of my life a hug n squeeze,
i was so glad i had a Son n a wifey who was lovin me,
Now Jordan developed jautus n has 2 be put a UV bed lukin hot like saunas,
n he had a tube in his nose goin down to his belly cos he went eatin properly,
but i knew he would be ok. he was fine. he was mine.
look at what we'd gone and made this time, he was me.
He was her, blue eyes n blonde fur.

Den, after a few short weeks, shorty decides that she no longer needs me,
i go to the hospital 2 see my boy as usual, n im not aloud in,
i was like WTF U MEAN IM NOT ALOUD IN, i cuda switched,
she'd only told them i was harrassin her the bitch,
i couldnt work it out, she loved me didnt she? why she tryin 2 stop me from seein my kid,
n then her story started to flip. Apparently i never supported her or my kid,
n me n my family are now commoners and not worthy or suttin,
she must be forgetting which family looked after her all them months before or suttin,
she must hav amneisia. She must have forgot how her DAD tryed to pay off my MUM,
for his DAUGHTER to live with my mums SON.
She musta forgotten about the Cot n The Clothes n the Toys,
that my mum bought for our little boy, which im still paying off, im annoyed,

N dis shit - made man go crazy - i went from the happyiest id ever be in my whole life,
to a wreck, the most upset i could ever get - overnight,
it ****ed me up inside, n den i had 2 listen 2 everybodys side,
wit talk of court and who is representing each party,
people tellin me 2 do this n dat n i was like hardly,
i didnt do things my way - i should of - but i refuse to blame myself,
thats what got me into this ill health - in the first place,
people tellin me id be lucky to see my boy on his birthday,
i was there on his BIRTHDAY, i see his head before anyone else in the world,
what the **** is wrong with world.

N den after that - best behaviours what had to be promised,
in return for me allowin people to mug me off like im some sort of cunt i got,
a tiny bit of time with my Son, but its supervised,
like im a stupid guy, n dey was tellin me 2 be grateful n not hateful,
i was like **** you man i hate you, 2 hours a fortnight call that bondin time?
nah that was hard, wen i had to say goodbye, man jus wanted to cry,
but i cant be weak now - buts its been weeks now - n im depressed,
yh im upset, im confused as ****, i dunno wot was in my head,
den ders next man on the scene, seein my Son more that me,
thats like man puttin a saw to my head and sawing me,
can you sorta see?


freestyler

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