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To Live Like You Were Dying ... Please Read

by John Hocking
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I think it is easy to get so caught up in the dreaming and planning for the future that you forget to live in the here and the now. You get so focused on making money that you don't make time for friends and family. You that there will be time for that later when you are rich.

If you have been neglecting your family and friends, I ask that you stop right now and change your priority before life steps and changes it for you.

For days ago I was told that I a very agressive stage 3 cancer. I had mass on my arm that was mis-diagnosed as hematoma and was allowed to grow unchecked for 9 weeks. Finally the pain became too server and the operrated to go in and clean out the hematoma from the muscle in my left arm. They found instead two masses, one hard and one fluid filled. The doctor did not know what it was but decide to cut them out anyway and send it off to the lab.

The result was Leiomyosarcoma. It is a very rare but aggressive and chemo and radiation resistant cancer. The situation was made far worse by the doctors decision to cut it out without knowing what it was or removing it intact along with the surronding tissue.

Now the blood and fluid in the arm from the operation has potentially spread this cancer throughout my entire left arm. The doctors are still running test to see if the cancer has left my arm. If the test show that it is still contained there is about a 90% chance that best way to step it from spreading will be to remove my left arm.

The chemo for sarcoma is the most harsh they have because it is chemo resistant. I will be in the hospital week on and week off for the next 3 to 6 months. The cancer is so rare that there are no stats on survial rate.
I say it is 50/50. You make it or you don't.

I ask that you do not wait until you get this kind of news to start putting your family first.

If you have any recommendations for sources of recurring income to help with expensse while I fight for my life, I would appreaciate if you shared them with me.

I will do whatever they doctors say to stay around as long as possible.
My family and I appreaciate all the prayer and support we have been receiving since we learned of the cancer.

Thank you for taking time to read this and I hope you will make your family your top priority. None of us really nows how much time we have on this earth.
#cancer #dying #family #live #read
  • Profile picture of the author Andyhenry
    Hi John,

    I'm really sorry to hear about your situation. Unfortunately (or fortunately depending on how you look at it), I'm already an advocate of the thinking you're proposing having had plenty of illness and death in friends and family of my own, so I know the value of what you're saying.

    My prayers are with you and your family and I wish you a speedy recovery. Despite your previous experience - medical experts are doing great things now and hopefully can give you the resolution you need.

    Regards,
    Andy
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  • Profile picture of the author sbucciarel
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    Am sorry to hear about your situation. Hope the doctors get it squared away. Best wishes to you.
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  • Profile picture of the author pacelattin
    Thanks for sharing, I can't imagine what you are going through.

    Life is wonderful and I hope every day with your family is special. Please live in each moment fully and think of only that moment.
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  • Profile picture of the author Mohsin Rasool
    Hi John,

    Very sad to listen this.
    You are in our prayers my friend.

    Mohsin
    Lahore, Pakistan
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  • Profile picture of the author World Marketing
    Sorry to hear about your situation...We do get to caught too much in work...I appreciate you sharing this...You are in my prayers...Best of luck.
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    • Profile picture of the author PLRExpress
      Sorry to hear your story. I hope you can be positive. Thanks for sharing your story with us. You've spread a great message.

      All the best,

      Nathan
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  • Profile picture of the author feliciayapsl
    Hi John, sorry to hear about what you're going through. Wish you a speedy recovery & my prayer is with you. Do keep us posted on your condition. All the best to you.
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  • Profile picture of the author dirkcans
    I pray for healing be upon you in the name of Jesus! Believe and receive his healing power today. Don't listen to the doctors.
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  • Profile picture of the author Ken Strong
    John,

    This is highly relevant to my current situation - just sent you a PM with some ideas and links, hope that's all right.
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  • Profile picture of the author YasirYar
    Wow. You just never know, do you? I know I work too hard on my business and don't spend enough time on other things. Then again, when you have a startup, it really becomes your entire life until you get things settled down.
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  • Profile picture of the author busywoman
    So sorry to hear your story John aand hope everything will turn out for the better,but you are so right in saying take more time out with loved 1s as you never know whats around the corner,a good insight to look upon life and makes you think,wish you a speedy recovery.
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  • Profile picture of the author onegoodman
    I am so sorry to hear that John, I hope you result shows you are treated.

    It is sad that how easy people can get sucked up on IM that let you forget people around. I used to wonder how people got so involved in their work and forget family but now I know. I do so sometimes.

    Best of luck
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  • Profile picture of the author Allan Leadbetter
    Good Luck John and God bless my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family
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    • Profile picture of the author Richard Van
      I'm dreadfully sorry to hear this John.

      Go through anything Ken has sent, it may be exactly what you need. It must be an awful decision to have to make between the arm or life but let me tell you how much I admire the fact that you appear to be handling this extremely well.

      I really do wish you the best of luck Sir and if I can help in anyway please just ask.
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  • Profile picture of the author Brendan Vraibel
    So sorry to hear about your situation. I will pray for you, please keep us updated on how things turn out tomorrow.
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    • Profile picture of the author marknel
      James 1:12 "God blesses those who Patiently Endure TESTING and TEMPTATION. Afterward they will receive the CROWN OF LIFE that God has promised to those who love Him."

      Trust the Lord as HE is the Best Doctor !
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  • Profile picture of the author Richard Tunnah
    Hey John,
    Wow...sorry to hear of your bad situation. I hope you get some good news and continue to stay positive as you move forward.

    Thoughts
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  • Profile picture of the author gmuir
    Hey john
    my thought are with you mate, you just never know do you,
    this internet thing can without knowing consume our lives without thinking of who really matters
    all the best
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  • Profile picture of the author paulpower
    Hi John, thank you for a sobering post. Sadly as you say we all get caught up planning for the future, and forget we have other people who need us as well.

    I had my wake up call three years back, after suffering a minor stroke, the scariest thing is that I'd had warning signs, and never really heeded them, this time I had no choice, but I am glad to say I battled back, and now my favorite time is the time I spend with my little girl, yet when she is at school, or in bed, then I work on my business.

    Get well soon John.
    I wish you all Health, Happiness, and Wealth.
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  • Profile picture of the author KingOfMusic
    I wish you all the best, hope you and your left arm will be totally free of any problems.
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    • Profile picture of the author frankhill
      John,

      You know, every so often I think about these situations. I get caught up in the moment and like everything else I get distracted by something trivial and unimportant.

      One example for me is the story about Troy Davis. Some of you will remember that he was executed in Georgia. There had been recanting by witnesses and other things brought to light that made some people including me to not be so sure that he was guilty of the crime that he had been convicted. I did not say he was innocent, I just thought that the powers that be in the state of Georgia should slow down and re-examine everything. For the first time in my life I emailed and called a governor's office. I discovered that the Governor did not have the authority to stay the execution. I found that the Georgia Board of Pardons and Paroles did have that authority. I contacted the board by email and phone messages. I went to bed Sept 20, with a last minute appeal being sought. The next morning I watched the news...nothing. I got on Yahoo, I think, to find out that Troy Davis had been executed. The saddest thing for me was that I had to go to Google and Wikipedia to jog my memory just to help me remember his NAME and some of the facts while writing this.

      John Hocking, I promise to pray for you and Ken Strong every day for at least the next 30 days. I promise to think good, positive thoughts for both of you and your families.

      I encourage anyone reading this thread to do what you can for John and Ken.

      God Bless,
      Frank
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      • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
        I saw the chemo doctor today. There are 145 kinds of Sarcoma. Mine is the most treatable. I will start chemo on Monday. I will ahve 3 21-day cycles (5 days of chemo and 2 weeks of rest) After that they will rescan. I will either get more chemo or surgery at that point to remove any tumors that remain. Doc says with this treatment I will have 90%+ plus chance of living at least 4 years. Thanks for all the prayers and concern. I may loose my hair but there is a good chance I will get to keep my arm now.
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        • Profile picture of the author Sue Bruce
          I'm So happy to hear your news. I've been following your thread. My cancer story began a year and a half ago and ended with surgery.

          The two best words you've ever heard when you've completed the treatment and they refer to as a "cancer survivor".

          Good luck with the chemo and Happy Thanksgiving!
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        • Profile picture of the author ebuyer123
          Originally Posted by John Hocking View Post

          ...Doc says with this treatment I will have 90%+ plus chance of living at least 4 years. Thanks for all the prayers and concern. I may loose my hair but there is a good chance I will get to keep my arm now.
          Hi John, I'm glad to know that you still have at least 4 years to find a truely effective cure for your cancer disease. Be positive that you will find such a cure sooner or later as we here will help you to look around for it by the way.

          Take care.

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  • Profile picture of the author Dennis Cheesman
    I agree with you, I used to spend every waking hour working, it wasn't until I realized my riches came within my own family that I was truly successful.

    My family now comes first then my business, I love my business but I love my family even more!

    I see people all the time saying I wish I would have spent more time with my wife, or my children, but once it is to late it can never be recovered.

    Spend the time now, riches is not everything.. but family is...

    Balance your lifestyle, make it a point to work a certain amount of time and be productive, then spend time with the family..

    You will then see success come more sweet and more abundantly!

    regards,
    Dennis
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  • Profile picture of the author Targeted Traffic
    Its really sad to hear this and I do thank you for reminding all of us...
    I say fight! fight for your life...in this kind of battle..the will to live is very important...and of course...prayer...
    will be praying for you mate.
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  • Profile picture of the author Niel Rose
    I have also had to learn this the hard way the past few weeks. Make time for work, yes, but make sure it never consumes your life.

    Go do something crazy every now and again. Go travel, bungee jumping, water-skiing or off road biking. Force your friends and family to join in and never take no for an answer.

    I believe you will get well!
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    • Profile picture of the author Ralph Moore
      Hi John,

      Like so many others, I was sorry to hear that you received such news.

      Stay positive and believe that you will be healed. And although it must be very difficult to keep things in perspective, try to be thankful that you do have time to focus on family friends as you receive your treatments.

      Take care.

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  • Profile picture of the author WillR
    I hope all goes well for you. I must say I can't believe no one else has asked after everything people went through to raise money for Ken. Do you have a donation page anywhere? Maybe you could set one up so those who want to offer a little assistance can do so. No one person is more important than the other. I feel we should help everyone out when we can. The last thing you need to be worrying about is how you will pay your bills at a time like this.
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    • Profile picture of the author buckeyedave
      John

      I didn't read each thread so I don't know if I am the only one but I am a cancer survivor. So I speak from experience. I have been in remission for 12 years. In Oct 1998 I was diagnosed with AML Leukemia. That too is the aggressive type.

      The advice I will give you is to understand the seriousness of the disease but don't dwell on it. Set mini goals and keep the kids/family in the forefront. Don't feel sorry for yourself and go around with the "why me" attitude. Other have it worse. My original goal was to see my son graduate from high school. I made it. Stay positive. Concentrate on the survival % not the other.

      I had 11 weeks of intense chemo in 5 months. Lost my hair, got sick, couldn;t keep food down etc. But it worked and it will work for you. You can beat it.

      You will be in my prayers.

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    • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
      Originally Posted by WillR View Post

      I hope all goes well for you. I must say I can't believe no one else has asked after everything people went through to raise money for Ken. Do you have a donation page anywhere? Maybe you could set one up so those who want to offer a little assistance can do so. No one person is more important than the other. I feel we should help everyone out when we can. The last thing you need to be worrying about is how you will pay your bills at a time like this.
      I have not set up a page yet. The last 2 weeks have been a blur of tests, doctors and emotions.

      I start my chemo treatment tomorrow. I will be one off and on as I can over this week of treatment.

      I shaved off my beard this morning and plan to go bad later today. I figured it was better to be in control and chose to remove my hair before it fell out in patches and caused a big mess.

      I will keep everyone posted as my journy continues.

      Thanks again for everyone prayers and support.
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      • Profile picture of the author Janice Sperry
        John,

        If I understood one of your earlier posts I think you start the chemo today. I hope all goes well. You have a difficult fight ahead of you but we are all fighting with you.
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    Keep us posted on how things go.
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  • Profile picture of the author Willie Crawford
    Hi John,

    I'm very sorry to hear that news. You sound like a
    fighter and attitude does play a big part, as does doing
    the research and knowing the truth.

    As far as an income, I'll PM you with something that
    could provide a recurring income for many, many years
    to come. Let me know if you want more info on that...
    it's an income stream that I've set up for myself, that
    is very dependable, and isn't going away any time soon.

    I agree with you about living as if you were dying. I
    decided to do that 2 years ago, and am doing that.
    I'm still a workaholic, but I'll be on a cruise in December,
    another one in January, and then on a 30-day vacation
    with my family shortly thereafter.

    That all sounds extravagant, but first of all, it's not
    really that expensive, and secondly, I did ask myself
    "what am I waiting on!"

    I do hope that further testing brings you good new.

    Willie
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  • Profile picture of the author shnmarketing
    Hi John,

    May I please pass on my very, very best wishes in your recovery. I can only imagine what you are going through right now and of course, your family.

    The very best of health to you, sir.
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  • Profile picture of the author cchipster
    John-My prayers are with you. I truly think if you can spare an hour and a half to watch this, it just may help fix your situation. It seems to have worked for many others. It changed my life. I now look at things much differently. The mind is a powerful healing tool. I recommend everyone watches this:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7WDOOSw4dM
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  • Profile picture of the author Jacqueline Smith
    Stay strong.....you will get through this!

    Thanks for the reminder to keep life in perspective.
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  • Profile picture of the author greenowl123
    I am sorry to hear this and wish you all the best.

    Hopefully the docs will give you better news than expected.

    My best wishes to you for a complete recovery.
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  • Profile picture of the author golf69
    John,
    I recently lost my uncle to cancer so I wanted to write to you to let you know that you have my support and prayers. Since he passed I have been doing my own research into different cancer treatments and came across information about Dr. Stanislaw Burzynski. Please look at his website below and watch the youtube video about the treatments he uses to cure different kinds of cancers. I wish somebody had shared this info with my uncle but I hope it can help you out in some way. Everybody on this forum should watch the video...it will blow your mind. Good luck to you.


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  • Profile picture of the author Sheryl Polomka
    John, first I am so sorry to hear of your cancer diagnosis and second I am happy to hear of the latest news and a 90% chance of survival.

    Today my legs are very sore and I am exhausted after walking around an oval for 19 hours on the weekend. I did this for the Australian Cancer Council's Relay for Life event to raise money for cancer. Being exhausted and having sore legs is a small price to pay and one that was so worth it to be able to raise money for the cancer cause and it is minor in comparison to the journey that cancer sufferers go through.

    Doing the Relay for Life was an amazing experience to be involved in such a great cause and to hear stories of survival and to remember those we have lost.

    I hope you don't have too many side effects from the chemo and I hope that they can kill off any remaining tumor in your body. I will pray for you and your family as you go through this difficult journey, and I will remain positive that you will come out fit and strong and with a whole new attitude on life.

    Good luck John, thanks for sharing your story with us and for the reminder that we should cherish every moment with our family and friends.

    I know people have rallied together to help out Ken Strong and Kim W and Bev when she was sick. I have to agree with WillR that I'm a bit surprised that no-one has said anything about a donation page or if there is anything we can do to help John out through his journey.
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  • Profile picture of the author inspiredguy
    I am sorry to hear of your condition, John.

    I hope the therapy works quickly and you have a complete recovery.

    I couldn't agree more that family should be top priority.
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  • Profile picture of the author Fraser SellHealth
    This is a reminder that life and health are the 2 most taken for granted things we are all blessed with , my heart goes out to you and your family , i appreciated your point ~ dont forget about the people that matter the most when you are pursuing income online, i am guilty of this as im sure many of us are
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  • Profile picture of the author cchipster
    Originally Posted by kwanchen View Post

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    Im not sure why you refered him to his own WSO? I think that was uneccessary
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    • Profile picture of the author Rachel Zaouche
      Originally Posted by cchipster View Post

      Im not sure why you refered him to his own WSO? I think that was uneccessary
      I totally agree - what a horrible thing to do to someone who has already been struck by cancer. Kwanchen - If you don't like the thread then say nothing at all. In the midst of such tragedy a little compassion goes a long long way.

      John

      Please keep strong and positive. My mum was given two years at a stretch back in 1996 when she was diagnosed with aggressive breast cancer. Despite her death sentence, she refused to give up hope and battled for 13 years to live her life. She never referred to herself once as a cancer victim but as a cancer survivor. We had ten plus years with her as a result of her positive attitude.

      So keep strong, keep fighting and let us know if we can do anything.

      All the best

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  • Profile picture of the author Rod Cortez
    Hi John,

    I wish you the best of luck. I sent you a private message. My thoughts and prayers are with you. You're right, we should be living our lives with the active appreciation that we do not know when our last day on earth is. We should not take any time we have for granted.

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    • Profile picture of the author BirtieB51
      Hi, John -

      What a hand you've been dealt, hunh? I've read most of the posts in this thread, and there are enough gifts of prayer here to raise the dead! I'm adding my own prayers to those already posted. Just let me remind you, God is the One Who can make a way when there seems to be NO way! And who in all creation is better equipped to mend His creation, than the Creator Himself? Jesus healed the sick and raised the dead - He paid for YOUR healing and life on the cross. Hang in there John, and trust regardless of feeling. Just choose to believe, and trust.

      Also, I watched that video that was included about Dr. Brizinski (sorry ... I think I spelled it incorrectly) - WOW. If you haven't watched it yet, watch it now!

      God bless,
      Paulette
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    • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
      I survived the first week of treatment... barely. I surprized to doctors by how sick I was. I got almost every side effect plus some they had not seen before. I have been very sick since last monday when it started. I have lost over 20 pounds already this week.

      I guess soon I will be as transformed on the outside as I have been on the inside.

      Work has decide to put me on medical leave and reserve my job when I can come back but will stop paying my insurance at the end of the year.
      I guess I get to go on cobra until I can go back to work.

      I appreaciate all the well wishes and prayers.
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  • Profile picture of the author RobHiness
    This post absolutely touched me. For about 5 months now, I have neglected my best friends, and family. I've past up so many amazing opportunities in the past, and this post makes me realize that life throws some pretty wild things your way when you least expect it.

    I'm hoping you return to better health, quickly.
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  • Profile picture of the author Cazzam
    John - your story helps to put everything into perspective - so often we get caught up in what we're doing that we neglect the most important things, including our families, and it sometimes takes something like this to give us a wake up call. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
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  • Profile picture of the author Jasonsc
    Good luck John. I know this post will just fade into the thread as just another well wishing post but I wanted to throw it up anyway.

    Life can indeed be fleeting. I hope you enjoy every moment and don't fear the end, whether it comes sooner or later we shall all reach it in time. It's merely the beginning of the next adventure.

    Sincerely,
    Jason
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  • Profile picture of the author tryinhere
    Originally Posted by John Hocking View Post

    If you have any recommendations for sources of recurring income to help with expensse while I fight for my life, I would appreaciate if you shared them with me.
    John I am happy to put a link in my Sig and site for your WSO on adwords and hope it helps in some way to bring you some extra sales / stay well.
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  • Profile picture of the author Francine Thomas
    Wow,

    Life is short, best of luck to you mate
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  • Profile picture of the author Jonet Bradley
    Sending my thoughts and prayers to you. God Bless~
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  • Profile picture of the author bobcath
    Hi John

    If its any consolation, I'm a survivor of Leiomyosarcoma! So it does happen.
    It was the most aggressive possible (grade 4). It took the form of a 9cm tumour in my kidney (unusual because leiomyosarcoma is a muscle cancer).

    Anyway the good news is that you should remain optimistic no matter what you read. I was told ...80% chance of recurrence within a year, and here I am 6 years later still ok. Also I didn't have chemo as my other kidney was a bit under par, so with your most recent prognosis and treatment, stay optimistic. Reading your post I've no doubt you will! .

    PM me if you'd like to discuss

    All the best for you
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    • Profile picture of the author Sandor Verebi
      John,

      Regret to hear difficulties on which you and your family have to go through.

      Your touching story stops all of us for a moment. Indeed, in the hustle and bustle of everyday life, people tend to care less about things (family, joy, recreation, etc.) that yet don't can be purchased with money.

      Thoughts and prayers are with you. With strong determination you'll be healthy again. Believe!

      Wishing you endurance,

      Sandor
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  • Profile picture of the author Chris1212
    John Hocking... read this.

    Get and read cover to cover the book: A Cancer Battle Plan by Anne Frahm

    This will be your starting point. Contact me at chris_cz2004atyahoo.com if you want to know more.

    A close friend was diagnosed with terminal cancer. It had invaded the stomach and colon, and was also affecting the liver and spleen (doctors wouldn't say how bad liver and spleen were "affected" so we don't know) but at one point 3 doctors told her she had a month to live.

    She's now completely cancer-free and living a great life. We started with this book. If it resonates with you, let's talk.

    Best wishes,
    Chris
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    • Profile picture of the author Charles E. White
      John, my other half of years ago, had cancer 3 different time in her life, she beat them all. Don't ever give up, attitude and belief is a great thing in beating cancer.

      My prayers and thoughts will be with you.
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  • Profile picture of the author RylanClayne
    Hi John, I just wanted to first say that your posts and the overall sentiments you expressed were truly inspiring. I am also happy to see that you got past your 1st week of treatment although I can only imagine how hard it must have been.

    Having had both my parents go through different forms of Cancer I can truly appreciate how difficult this time must be both for you and your loved ones. As with the posts above the best thing I can only suggest is that you keep your mind and heart as positive as possible, I know its easier said than done but I am sure with the help and support of your family and friends including here on the Warrior forum you will fight the good fight.

    I wish you and your family all the best and if there is any thing at all that I can personally do to help do not hesitate to PM me. I wanted to leave you with a quote that helped me come to terms with my parents illness at the time and perhaps it will help you too, its by Lance Armstrong:

    "If children have the ability to ignore all odds and percentages, then maybe we can all learn from them. When you think about it, what other choice is there but to hope? We have two options, medically and emotionally: give up, or fight like hell."
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  • Profile picture of the author Osman_M
    I am so sorry to hear the news. Spend each minute as if it was a year. Truly appreciate whatever you have because thats the only way to be.
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    • Profile picture of the author CyndiHester
      Hey John,

      After recently losing my Dad to cancer, I can appreciate what your family must be going through.
      But you are young enough to beat this, and you are a Warrior!

      I believe you can beat it and keep your limbs!

      Let us know if we can post a signature file for you to help out, or whatever
      you need.

      My prayers and positive results are coming your way!

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      • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
        Sorry for my absense. I just got home from two days in the hospital.

        I have a bad heart as well. I have had issues with Atrial fibrillation since i was 12 years old. Well my body being beat down from the chemo decided it would be a good idea to throw the heart issue into the mix Tuesday night.

        I had ate solid food but got the hiccups (strange side effect I have been having) and got sick. The contractions caused my heart to go into Atrial fibrillation. By the time I made to the ER my pulse was over 180. The last two times this happend I had to be electro converted back to normal.

        Well the ER tried this 2 times. Once at a setting of 50 and then again at 150 (3 times normal recommend levels) but I did not convert. This is the first time it did not work and I have to suppect it was because of how weak the chemop had made me.

        I got admited and they tried medicine drips. Nothing worked. Normally when laying down the pulse would slow but this time it did not. I was really starting to worry. I mean It was not following the patterns I had known for 30 years. There was a lot of debate with the cardo doctors as to what to try next.

        I got up to go to bathroom and my heart rate soared so much that they came in and immediately doubled my meds rate of infusion. I was not sure how much longer my body could take this rapid unstable heart rate.

        My wife came back from the cafateria and offered me some mini tacos. Now you should know that tacos or mexican food is my favoriate and I had not had any in a few weeks. I was unsure if it would make me sick but I decided what did I have to loose. They tasted so good to me.

        The heart doctor I had been waiting on had walked in the door about 5 mins later. I started asking him what the plan was going to be to get my heart rate back to normal and he said it was normal sinus now. He verified with a personal exam on my body and plus. I was back to normal with a pulse of 80. My family joked that all I need was some tacos and I should keep them in the freezer for emergencies like this.

        I am not sure if it was the taco, the increased meds or just taking my mind off the situation for a moment but there was great celebration that it had finally worked.

        They decided to keep me another night to make sure I could maintain normal rythym. Good news is I did. Bad news is my wife came down with her kids soar throat and fever. She left my side to find a hotel so she would not risk getting me sick.

        The blood work this morning showed that the chemo has almost complete removed my white blood cells and platelets. Now I have to take extreme precausions to be around my wife and two sick kids.

        I am home and feeling normal for the first time in over a week. I just have monitor for signs of infection or fever as they can be life treatening right now.

        My grandma used to tell me that God never gave you more then you can handle. Sometimes I wish he did not trust me so much.

        Thanks for all the continued prayers for me and my family. I will keep you updated as I am able.
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        • Profile picture of the author Joe J
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          My grandma used to tell me that God never gave you more then you can handle. Sometimes I wish he did not trust me so much.

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          John,

          I wish you the best. There's nothing like a good sense of humor to keep people in the best of spirits.

          Grandmothers can say the greatest things. Every time I talked to my Grandma, we used to tell at least 1 joke to each other. That phone call or visit was always looked forward to.

          Family and friends are one of the best medicines for everything.

          Hang in there Pal, you have great fight in ya !

          Joe

          Added: Just re-read my post and if that wasn't supposed to be humor, all apologies so sincerely.
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          • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
            Originally Posted by Joe J View Post

            John,

            I wish you the best. There's nothing like a good sense of humor to keep people in the best of spirits.

            Grandmothers can say the greatest things. Every time I talked to my Grandma, we used to tell at least 1 joke to each other. That phone call or visit was always looked forward to.

            Family and friends are one of the best medicines for everything.

            Hang in there Pal, you have great fight in ya !

            Joe

            Added: Just re-read my post and if that wasn't supposed to be humor, all apologies so sincerely.
            It was both humor and a little serious.

            They say laughter is the best medicine. So far I have found ways to keep my humor intact.
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  • Profile picture of the author Landro
    So sorry to hear about your situation. Hope all works out for you. Good luck!
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  • Profile picture of the author Suthan M
    Hey brother,

    All will be well.

    Persevere. Take your med, and hope for the best.

    Keep us updated.
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  • Profile picture of the author celente
    Better health to you soon mate.

    When I was 19 y.o. I nearly died after getting my wisdom teeth pulled. I reacted to the adrenalin (from antithetic) and my body and heart went haywire. Was rushed to hospital, and I do not remember much. Was a very bad experience, and I thought my body would just shut down and give up on me.

    Scared my mum, dad and friends, and I thought I was a goner. I do not know how I survived. ANd the people in hospital were just stunned.

    I can say that experience changed my whole out look on life and now I think about it, was a like an ephiphany and sort out what I wanted to do in life. Do not take life for granted and live like it is your last day here. That is what I say. Leave something on this earth that others can remember you by.
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  • Profile picture of the author zk46
    Im so sorry to hear your story and your situation that you are now.! I wish you the best my firend.!
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  • Profile picture of the author skydragon89
    Listen to his advice, health should ALWAYS come first!
    Peace and love to all!
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  • Profile picture of the author RWhite
    The for offering that information. Some times even though we think we are doing the best we can to make time for our loved ones, we can usually find a way to make it even better.
    I wish you all the best and you will be in my thoughts.
    Keep fightin brother, you can do it.
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  • Profile picture of the author adribabe
    I'm in a dark room, my father is sleeping. I'm here with him two nights a week so my mother can get some rest. He was diagnosed with Stage 4 glioblastoma, they estimated 3-4 months, that was 3 years ago. More recently they've said 3-4 weeks, but that was 2 months ago.

    He beat the first tumor, in his brain, too deep to operate on. This might sound dark but in a sense you're lucky it's your arm. Western doctors choose to limit cancer fighting to cutting, burning, or poisoning. Cutting was never an option for us. You have that choice. Remember that you have that choice, please.

    We were told brain tumors do not spread. What the doctors meant was that brain tumors do not spread to the body, but they can spread throughout the central nervous system. It is now in my father's back. We saw signs but were not concerned, and waited too long to get him to the hospital, thinking his slow walking pace was merely age and too many rounds of chemo and radiation catching up with him.

    You're going to hear from a lot of people who's uncle's-brother's-dog's-walker's-neighbour's-sister-had-cancer-so-i-know-what-you're-going-through. They don't know what you're going through. They're going to tell you you'll fight through this. You can. But please don't forget you have an option that we don't. If my father could lose an arm to know he'd live a long and healthy life he'd be in bed yelling for me to grab a saw, instead of asleep and paralyzed from the waist down.

    An arm is a drop in the ocean of a life. After what I've seen with my father in these last few years of hell, I wouldn't gamble an arm on a life, but I wish you luck with your treatments all the same of course. Have good health and stay strong. Thanks for bringing this to other people's attention. Hope they'll take your advice.
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  • Profile picture of the author addison.agnote
    I'm sorry for your condition and I am praying for your recovery.
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  • Profile picture of the author KatieWilliams
    Wishing you a speedy recovery, and many many years to continue life with family as your first priority.

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    • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
      Looks the treatment is causing issues with my heart. I ended up back in the hospital last sunday in A Fib again. This time they did not even try to shock me. I has to wait until the IV fluids helped me convert back.

      The last two days I had issues going to the bathroom. I could not get the muscles to release and let it open.

      I went to the ER in great pain last night. CT Scans revealed an unknown mass about 2 in by 1.5 in near my prostate and partially obstructing my rectum.

      I have to go into today to get it scoped and biopcied. If my cancer has indeed took root there it could be a major problem. The turmor they removed from my arm went the size of finder nail to the size of chcken egg in a week.

      The ct scan from 3 weeks ago did not show the mass so this one is already at 2 in in that time.

      My guess that they will have to halt chemo and remove this mass intact asap.

      While I was waiting in the ER last night we noticed that my hair has finally started to fall out.

      This is going to be an interesting Christmas.

      I am not sure what today holds for me but I will update you when I can.

      Thanks again for the all the prayers and support.
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      • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
        Had Surgery today to remove the unknown mass. It was actually a really large infected abscess that had grown overnight to larger then a chicken egg.

        I am releaved to know that is all it was and happy I don't have to deal with that pain anymore.

        I am hoping to wake up tomorrow to a day without any more surprizes.
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  • Profile picture of the author Sheryl Polomka
    John - so glad to hear that it was an abcess and not the cancer spread - that is such good news. Now to get your heart to behave itself while you beat this!!!

    Good luck - my prayers are with you.
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  • Profile picture of the author bobcath
    Well thats good news John, brilliant! I know you're still going through a lot but at least that's off you're mind now. Stay positive most of the time, but dont get angry with yourself if you feel negative, its only natural. Many people don't acknowledge that its ok to feel down at times. Good luck John.
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    • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
      It has been a long and difficult process fighting this cancer.

      The chemo side effects were very severe. I had to have two emegency surgeries to remove internal infections cause by chemo lowering my immune system. The doctors ending up cancelling my 3rd round of chemo because of the harm and complications I was having with it.

      In the end, it looks like the chemo worked. There are no signs that the cancer spread. I had a follow up arm surgery to remove the arm around the orginal tumor. They removed the muscle it was in. The good news is I still have full use of the arm and there is no sign of cancer anymore.

      This is a far cry from the orginal talk of amputation.

      I thank GOD and everyone that has been praying for me and my family.

      We appraciate it all.
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      • Profile picture of the author Cali16
        Originally Posted by John Hocking View Post

        In the end, it looks like the chemo worked. There are no signs that the cancer spread. I had a follow up arm surgery to remove the arm around the orginal tumor. They removed the muscle it was in. The good news is I still have full use of the arm and there is no sign of cancer anymore.
        John, I didn't see this thread until today. Quite a journey you've had the past few months! Thank you so much for sharing it here. So very glad to hear that the chemo worked, you still have your arm (and full use of it!), and no more signs of cancer! I can only imagine the relief and gratitude you are feeling!

        I lost my older sister to a very aggressive type of leukemia just over a year ago, despite months of grueling treatment including a bone marrow transplant. My other 3 siblings and I have made it a point to stay in better touch with each other as a result of her illness and death.

        Sadly, it's human nature to take life (and time) for granted; thank you for the poignant reminder that that is a luxury none of us really has.
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    My prayers go out to your full recovery John. You're defiantly stronger than the illness!

    Your post has actually inspired me to take taday off and enjoy it with my family.

    Just like my coach Alex jeffries says "Plan your business around your life, not your life around your business."
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  • Profile picture of the author luckystepho
    John, you are a true fighter! You have been through so much but hopefully you have got it beat now- you are an inspiration to us all.
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  • Profile picture of the author bobcath
    Hey brilliant John, onwards and upwards. Glad to hear you're heading in the right direction. On the positive side, it makes you realise what's important and what is not so important! Although its a shame that most of us need to go through something like you have to appreciate it fully. Well done you!
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    Wow that sucks sorry to hear.
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    Sorry to hear this and thank you for the wakeup call. Life is too short, indeed. Thoughts and prayers are with you.
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  • Profile picture of the author Jennafer Scott
    Hi John,
    I'm happy to read such a good update from you. Keep up the good work and the positive attitude. It's obviously working! Lots of positive thoughts and prayers for you.
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    I'm sending prayers to you and your family. Glad to hear of the positive update. Take care and keep us posted on your progress.
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    • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
      I did get off very lucky but I look like I got in a fight with a samurai sword.



      My hair is slowly coming back but is very fine. my facial hair reminds me of cat hair. Weird stuff.
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      • Profile picture of the author adribabe
        A samurai sword is many steps down from the Big C. Way to come out a winner!

        Please stay on it, regular check ups, any slight change in health (even just a cold or ache or pain) see a doctor. Best of luck!
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        • Profile picture of the author Richard Van
          Well done John,

          I've really admired how you've handled this, you're a very brave chap.

          Keep fighting and so pleased you seemed to have turned a corner now.

          Good luck fella.
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  • Profile picture of the author Abdullah
    Brother thank you for the advice and the really nice, informative, caring post.

    I know that sometimes Allah (or Almighty God in English) brings hardship upon a person so that they think about things they wouldn't normally think about - like in your case you are honourably and actively promoting care and love towards one's friends and family.

    Often these horrific cases can be blessings in disguise and I hope that you take this blessing to heart and turn to Allah for help and guidence.

    I will pray for you brother, insha Allah (God willing), and I sincerely hope and wish all the best for you.

    Peace and love,
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  • Profile picture of the author Meozyn
    Hi John, I was amazed when I read your post. My grandma had exactly the same cancer as you, Leiomyosarcoma. It is an extremely rare cancer, we used to joke that she was a "rarity" ( yes that's how cool she was, she used to joke about her own cancer ), anyway she went through with chemo, and I remember the doctors were talking about 60/40 cure rate.

    The main thing John with cancer, is to stay positive, I know it's the last thing to say and I don't really know what it's like. But I remember my nan would say F*ck cancer, it's not going to rule my life.
    When the doctors gave her 2 weeks, she fought and carried on a normal(ish) life for 2 years.
    Anyways, good luck with chemo mate, I really hope everything goes allright!
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    I hope everything works out for you.

    The opening post was great!
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    • Profile picture of the author John Hocking
      Started the radiation treamtments for the arm today.

      I get to drive a hour into the hospital for a 7:15 treatment 5 days a week for the next 6 weeks.

      It felt like a bad sunburn at first but it gets better. I will say that the treatment room is one of the most high tech rooms I have ever been in.

      The whole time I am laying on the machine, there are lasers targeting me and the maching spinning around me. I keep thinking back to the old Incredible Hulk tv series. I hope I don't turn into a big green monster from all of this radiation. I would cost me a fortune in new pants.
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      • Profile picture of the author wizzard74
        Originally Posted by John Hocking View Post

        Started the radiation treamtments for the arm today.

        I get to drive a hour into the hospital for a 7:15 treatment 5 days a week for the next 6 weeks.

        It felt like a bad sunburn at first but it gets better. I will say that the treatment room is one of the most high tech rooms I have ever been in.

        The whole time I am laying on the machine, there are lasers targeting me and the maching spinning around me. I keep thinking back to the old Incredible Hulk tv series. I hope I don't turn into a big green monster from all of this radiation. I would cost me a fortune in new pants.
        You should do that for halloween, paint yourself green
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    Very sorry to hear that, I really hope it turns out ok for you. Definitely a thought provoking post
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    I wish You a speedy recovery as well.
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  • Profile picture of the author Carol_A
    Thanks for sharing your story - wow, you've been brave. Now that I know your story, will add you to my prayer list.

    I agree with your grandmother.

    I have a scar as long as you, but its on my hip. Was hit by a car when I was 9, and had plates put in and then removed a year later. fun

    You are a trooper and an encouragement to us all.

    Great testimony that I won't forget.

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  • Profile picture of the author Sheryl Polomka
    Fantastic to hear that there is no sign of cancer anywhere else and that you didn't lose your arm. Hopefully when the radiation treatment is finished you will get the all clear.

    That is one mighty long wound on your arm - you know that scars add character right! I'm thinking the Hulk rather than Shrek - unless you are just a big softy at heart then it might need to be Shrek!
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  • Profile picture of the author KimW
    To Live Like You Were Dying is exactly how I have spent the last five years of my life.
    When you are told you have an serious illness your whole perspective changes.
    And,to get to the basics,you have two choices, to let it beat you or for you to beat it.

    It looks like your making the same choice I did,which is to beat it. And from what I've read in this thread,it is a treatable/beatable form of cancer.
    I am a cancer survivor. Stay positive.
    Someone earlier in this thread,I'm not going to go bac and look up who it was,said you need an advocate. There is no better advocate for you than yourself. Don't be afraid to ask questions,don't take everything the Drs,no matter how much you like and trust them,tell you at face value.
    I wish you the best and you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • Profile picture of the author Patrician
    Wow. What a story!

    I just read the whole thread for the first time - started out so dire, then started to have some hope, and ended up in victory! I am very very happy for you and hope that you continue to improve every day... Someday this nightmare will get to be just a distant memory.

    God bless you -you are a good testament to strength, courage and OVERCOMING adversity!

    (i just can't believe what a rube the first doctor was - nothing like compounding wrong with worse - but then again, thank God he was wrong and hopefully he learned something.)
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  • Profile picture of the author Carol_A
    WHAT A BLESSING, John!!

    Thanks for the update - that is fantastic!

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    Hey John,
    We don't know each other but... I'm very happy for you That's really great news. Magic happens. I believe.
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    John,

    Very inspiring story. We should all take note of the lesson in your first post.

    Best regards,

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