It's my truth and I either gotta be disciplined enough to change it or pipe down and just live with the wrath of it (NOT)!

No matter how much knowledge and insight this big head of mine can hold, if my activities don't compliment my abilities, the next 32 years of my life will be the same or worse than the first 32 years.

I have always been a hard worker and very committed and still am but why in the hell won't I bring that same...

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So I've analyzed, ....over analyzed, broken down, built up, and whatever else one person can do with information, feelings, emotions, etc..etc...etc...

...I've done it all.

Well just about all of it, I've done everything except take focused, purpose driven actions to 'work' something for myself in the realm of my life.

I will 'mentally' work the hell out of something, all day everyday but in the physical, I have held back so much that now it's...

From my teenage years is when I remember dreaming and fantasizing about doing big things, living an emotionally,mentally, and financially free lifestyle. Dreams of being blessed and being able to bless others in a way that only someone doing the will of their God can or will.

These dreams became a part of who I was, who I am, & who I will always be.

Although these dreams are mine for as long as I desire to possess them, I've never allowed my mind, actions, &...