Well, today is one of those days. A crap day. Having the equivalent amount of 15 weeks worth of pay locked up and essentially thrown away. I needed that money to pay for a trip overseas
Like I am always getting pooped on
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Well, today is one of those days. A crap day.
Having the equivalent amount of 15 weeks worth of pay locked up and essentially thrown away.
I needed that money to pay for a trip overseas
Its in these days I can help but feel...is it all worth it?
I have been writing my affirmations, setting goals, listening to tapes...but yet again I feel like I am back to square one.
There seems to be a lot of negative mess in the back of my head that just wont let me be successful.
I don't know the guys name, but he is on the current season of survivor being shown in Australia. I watch him on TV in awe. He almost seems to have the power of a god. He collects immunity idols when no one else can, he played a challenge last night where other people were losing 10-50 points at a time...in one of his attempts he lost none. He is a rich individual in the real world apparently earning a lot of money from oil.
If he wants something he gets it.
I see people like that now and then...I WANT TO BE THAT GUY.
Not lucky, but everything I want to happen to me, happens.
I cant put my finger on it.
The problem with the losing money above, I felt in such a great place. I was happy and grateful with everything in my life.
Where am I going wrong?
Having the equivalent amount of 15 weeks worth of pay locked up and essentially thrown away.
I needed that money to pay for a trip overseas
Its in these days I can help but feel...is it all worth it?
I have been writing my affirmations, setting goals, listening to tapes...but yet again I feel like I am back to square one.
There seems to be a lot of negative mess in the back of my head that just wont let me be successful.
I don't know the guys name, but he is on the current season of survivor being shown in Australia. I watch him on TV in awe. He almost seems to have the power of a god. He collects immunity idols when no one else can, he played a challenge last night where other people were losing 10-50 points at a time...in one of his attempts he lost none. He is a rich individual in the real world apparently earning a lot of money from oil.
If he wants something he gets it.
I see people like that now and then...I WANT TO BE THAT GUY.
Not lucky, but everything I want to happen to me, happens.
I cant put my finger on it.
The problem with the losing money above, I felt in such a great place. I was happy and grateful with everything in my life.
Where am I going wrong?
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