First Week Out

It's been one week today since I dropped the weight I was carrying. I have managed to move to a place I am familiar with, and tomorrow I start a job!

I am staying with someone who I have done some video work for before and we are working on a stock photo and video site. Got the script installed, but now I'm insistent that a business plan is the next necessity before continuing or even uploading the first photo.

I think I was sabotaging myself before. I think I purposely and subconsciously decided to not make money as it seemed every time I did it just went to things I didn't want it to go to. I wanted the other party I was involved with to prove their self as I was bleeding for years now and the only way to see if things would work long term was if I really had nothing to put into pot. They failed the test but I succeeded to get the answers I was looking for.

I am slowly getting excited to proceed. It will be a lot more work and take a lot of effort at this point but I have nothing left to lose.

I am spending the rest of today setting some short term and long term goals.