Closed Mind: losing reality
I few months ago, I discovered the forum and some products that have shown to me that IM works. Well, I quit my job without been earning any money on IM. I did that because I entered in such job due a lack of self-steem and I thought:
I don't really need that, I'm more smart than this. But, as Brian Tracy said on the book Goals!, mentioning a comparission between two mans managing their business on the crisis: "the smart guys always s***" (with another words of course).
So, now... I'm 19 years old, I live with my parents and I know that I need to do something. I have been reading a lot of things from self improvement. The truth is that nothing happens without action, I'm conscious about that.
But my brain is in a neutral level, I'm not moving, the good thing is: I'm not desperate too, without fear and without courage, just neutral. I've had a lot of ideas to apply on IM. But I didn't applied none of them, the excuses that I gave to myself are:" my English is not good enough" and "will take too long to make the first dollar and I need to get out of home yesterday, I need to be a man".
On a conscious level, I know that I need to move on, or nothing is gonna happen, I'm on a comfort zone. I was thinking about writing for other IMarketers, just to get out of home and rent some apartment and get money enough to pay the bills, in order to dedicate the free time to learn more english and run a web business. Today I woke up thinking in learn HTML and CSS and do some websites to local business- I usually learn things really fast.
The problem is: that kind of thought don't stop and I know that I need to take some action and do anything. Also, I need to get out, because no one on my family is oriented to sucess and just hear about their thoughts pisses me off. I don't hate them, I just think that distance would be good to a better relationship.
So, Warriors, did you have some tip to take action? Some on a "mind-level", something more profound that just "write it down". (Now that I'm finishing the post, I'm thinking that my English isn't that bad.
Thanks.
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Cheers, Laurence.
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