environment
hello,
it has been a while .
the environment in your body, in your mind and that immediately surround you has a critical effect on your ..growth and long term success .
the last year and a half or the last year i have picked out many of the factors that where behind much of my problems .. and i have manage to push some away for a whlie .. buti don't have much say in the place i live .
I have been taking care of my parents the last few years but it has caused a deterioration in my health ..and i hav to get away to restore my health and prevent reinjury.
my there is no point in complaining about how things are . if you do not focus on what would be better .
there has been one critical lesson about the people that surround me that has taken a long time to get through to me ..that will be something i won't allow people to do once i am away from here and building the life i want .
I am bi-polar ..and autistic .. my family see thier place as criticizing everything about me the can.. ignoring what i do.. and criticizing what i don't do or critizing what i dod to because it doesn't fit how they think it should be done.
I have spent a year trying to back this off..but have only gotten more and i shouldn't be expected to spend 4 to 6 hours every day working to take care of my parent to be poor because i get bothing for it and critized by everyone every time they see me .
but whatever ..keep doing the same thing keep getting what you have gotten .
for me success has no dollar figure .
it being able every day to put in my body what builds a healthy body.. put in my mind what keeps my mind healthy and stable . and having surrounding that are not filled with negative feedback and doen't require huge amounts of effort to maintain.
then bring people in who have similar tastes in as me.. or at least don't demand i do thing i am openly not good at doing and have no interest in learning the complain that i do not do professional work for free
it has been a while .
the environment in your body, in your mind and that immediately surround you has a critical effect on your ..growth and long term success .
the last year and a half or the last year i have picked out many of the factors that where behind much of my problems .. and i have manage to push some away for a whlie .. buti don't have much say in the place i live .
I have been taking care of my parents the last few years but it has caused a deterioration in my health ..and i hav to get away to restore my health and prevent reinjury.
my there is no point in complaining about how things are . if you do not focus on what would be better .
there has been one critical lesson about the people that surround me that has taken a long time to get through to me ..that will be something i won't allow people to do once i am away from here and building the life i want .
I am bi-polar ..and autistic .. my family see thier place as criticizing everything about me the can.. ignoring what i do.. and criticizing what i don't do or critizing what i dod to because it doesn't fit how they think it should be done.
I have spent a year trying to back this off..but have only gotten more and i shouldn't be expected to spend 4 to 6 hours every day working to take care of my parent to be poor because i get bothing for it and critized by everyone every time they see me .
but whatever ..keep doing the same thing keep getting what you have gotten .
for me success has no dollar figure .
it being able every day to put in my body what builds a healthy body.. put in my mind what keeps my mind healthy and stable . and having surrounding that are not filled with negative feedback and doen't require huge amounts of effort to maintain.
then bring people in who have similar tastes in as me.. or at least don't demand i do thing i am openly not good at doing and have no interest in learning the complain that i do not do professional work for free
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featherstory -
Thanks
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